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Saturday, December 19, 2009
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
What Programs Does Jibjab Use
fifth season DVD
E 'on sale yesterday, the casket of the fifth season of House :
From Blockbuster is cheaper and there is a discount of 10 € to 27 December:
There are a few 'special contents: the 100th episode, real stories (the script), Dr Mom, Anatomy of a teaser, Guest House (the casting).
There are subtitles in Italian.
Monday, December 14, 2009
Repossession Washington State Hide
Wishes from George
Not only Hugh ...
George asked me to pass this to you! ;))
Not only Hugh ...
George asked me to pass this to you! ;))
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Kanna Sceletium Tortuosum
BBI: [Fanfiction]Lucifer Rising -Epilogo
Title: Lucifer Rising
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: NC17 Pairing
(s) : Wincest; CastielxDean
Warning (s) : slash, incest and sex with full-anyone who believes that he could not bear is asked to non-read, initially one-shot (and remains so for me) but divided into several chapters, never to fall on the keyboard.
Word count: 41. 998 * runs away to avoid being lynched *
Summary: Lucifer is risen, the apocalypse has already begun. Between trips to the edge of the faithful Impala, Angels, demons, ghosts the past, many problems and the severe crisis Winchester will try to put things in place, with a little help. Will Sam and Dean to solve their problems? And most importantly, be able to win it in the final battle?
Fanart : here and here of![[info]](https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/blogger_img_proxy/AEn0k_tokHJNAS7rwOZcL2URgumwyehexv2tVUaIwAITw5MsatHD4dkVqtnasUTARzcE6Oh0eKYS_0I5-4iMDFcbBSZYAVax7dsAqDI_CVtufoZu5WibxQ=s0-d)
vahly .
Notes: written before you even see or even imagine the fifth season, any similarities are definitely not wanted and if you find that you know, watching the weekly episodes, I was a little upset too. I think that will end up as Kripke, occasionally.
The title is taken from the last episode of the fourth set, then why is not mine.
Thanks: my wonderful beta, faithina and p_will , for the immense work they have done and for the support-and for not killing me a shovel, of course. You are the best \u0026lt;33
Also thanks to vahly for the beautiful fanart, and for appreciating the story \u0026lt;3
Enjoy!
* Epilogue *
slowly begins to take possession of his body. Move up the fingers to see if and when there are still those unresponsive to salt in the throat a sigh of relief. Always try to move the arm slowly and, despite being heavy as a huge boulder, unable to move an inch.
makes another effort to open the eyes, eyelids seem to be glued together, are pretty damn heavy.
When she finally managed to open my eyes just enough to understand exactly where he is-and is it still in one piece-bright light makes you close quickly.
could be dead. He could be dead and that could be Paradiso, would not be so impossible.
But the heat on his hand on his chest and made him, somehow, to believe otherwise. He's alive. You live for real.
-Sam tries to speak, but his voice is too hoarse, as if unused for a while 'time. Try to lighten it and try again but to no avail, it is still too early.
Then try to move out and meets the skin so rough and known, knuckles a bit 'peeled, fingers cold as usual.
-Sammy-whispers in a voice almost grotesque. A movement, rubbing of cloth, fingers tightening around her and then his voice, low, hoarse, frightened.
-Dean-scared. -Dean ... -
Two arms that surround it, a burden on the body, and the smell, the smell of Sam around him, the smell that surrounds and fills completely, and her skin, and its lips that kiss your face, and her hands and caress it, God, is Sam.
-you awake ... you're alive-
-I am here, Sammy, I'm here-Dean whispers. Would like to have the strength to tell him something else, would tell him how much fear he had, he would tell him that believed the dead would ask him, ask him everything, ask him what happened, ask of light and darkness, asking him why he did not understand anything anymore.
-You must rest, Dean-Sam said with teary eyes. -Sleep-
He lies beside him on the bed too small, clinging to her body as if it were the only hope rimastagli, shoves his face in the hollow between his neck and shoulder and clasps him tightly, murmuring words a voice too low to be understood.
Sam is there, Sam is back in his arms, now Dean knows that all is well, now he can let go, quiet, and inviting quell'oblio desired.
-Damn, boy, you made us take a good scare! -
Bobby finally face relaxes tense for too long and looks at him, lying on that hospital bed, the beep of the machines to do the background in that sort of family reunion.
Dean makes a half-smile that does not extend to the eyes and invites Bobby to sit down with a wave of his hand. He woke up, woke up this morning completely and tried to talk to Sam, he tried to get an explanation of what happened in reality. But Sam has settled with a "You must rest," he visibly glissando and sent back to the conversation.
But now he wants to know.
-How long am I here? - Calls for looking at the tank room.
-More than a week, Bobby replied gravely. You did not want to wake you-know-
-A week? A fucking week? I've been here all this time while out there is all this mess? And, demand for one million dollars, how I got here if I was in the fucking valley to Babylon? -
The tone is harsh, his eyes went from Sam to Bobby sternly. He wants to know, dammit, just want to know what the hell happened, then it does not seem much to ask!
-Sam said, his voice growing hard. Sam does not speak while his eyes wander in every direction, trying to escape but knows he can not do it forever. He knows that Dean will tell you the truth, would only have a little 'more time to think about what to say, especially as say, even if there is a nice way to do it.
-Sam! - It's over-
-
Sam's voice is low and dark, his shoulders bent as if they carried some kind of weight and his eyes, now I can finally see them well, god, its eyes are so sad.
-What? - Dean knows that it is a stupid question, he knows what is done but he wants to hear, he wants to hear a voice other than that of his brain wants to hear and understand that it is true, that really is all over.
-L 'Apocalypse-Sam looks at him.
-How? -. So that's the point. As it was over? What the heck happened? And above all, because he only vaguely recalls the battlefield?
-Do not you remember, right? - Sam asks, shaking his head. -They said that would not have remembered-
-Who? Who said? Damn, Sam, speak out! - Dean blurts out, his words followed immediately by a stern look to Bobby.
-your father-the man says. -Your father said you would not have remembered
-Grande, where is he? Maybe be able to tell me something more, since you seem to have sewn their mouths! - Dean said, raising his voice and moving around, agitated. It pulls the needle from his arm and drops him on the bed, pissed. I will see her soon-to-
says Bobby forcing on the bed. -Now it's 'stop, you idiot, you're in recovery-
-' Fuck the recovery, I want to get-
-You do not move from that bed-says Sam glares at him.
-Only if you explain to me, and quickly, what the hell has happened-
Sam seems to miss the determination and earned a second before sighing. "What do you remember? -
hit-you-Lucifer says Dean plan. -You were on the ground, rattle, and I thought that we would have done. Then I got up, went to meet that son of a bitch, and I do not know ...
-nothing-Do you remember? - Sam asks, sitting down beside him. Dean shakes his head as he tries to think of those moments, there seems to be nothing between his memories, but still ...
-Light-Dean responds quickly. -A very strong light and then dark-
Sam bites his lower lip and nods slowly, looking for the right words. Bobby glances and nods, encouraging him to move forward. While ...
-died during the battle in many-Sam said softly. -Demons, Angels ... all of them. I only know that when you left me, Dad came beside me. Hugged me, told me about, and just as I was beginning to see all black I opened my eyes. I saw the light, I saw the light ... -
-What, Sam? -
-The light came from within you, says the child closing his eyes. -It was inside you, it was as if emanating from your body, from every pore of your skin-
Dean looks at him and not talking. Remember the light, remember the sensation of heat and power, remember that power flow in every corner of the body. Then the light-
also fell from the sky, as if he was coming from every corner of the world "continues Sam. -E came to you. Each ray of light ended on you, inside you, and then you talked
-Dean can not remember. He does not remember anything like that, it's as if he was not present, it is as if he had done something and was not really him doing it, like a demonic possession. There was, reminiscent of the light, but the rest is fog.
-It 'forward Sam says softly, taking her cold hand in hers. She is afraid now, afraid when he looks at his brother's eyes and see them so sad and transparencies, are afraid because they do not know what Sam would say.
-Your voice ... - Sam's face is lined by a tear. -It was as if no longer yours, your voice was as if she had stayed only an echo. He was strong and deep, and I felt it in my head, I would have liked but I could not put her away-
-Sammy ... - Dean's Shakes his head slowly, the heart small.
-and light ... I walked out the mouth, eyes, on all sides. And then I Castiel seen running towards you-
Sam can not do it. It is difficult, it's damn hard to explain what has happened, it's damn hard to say, again with the mind. He would like to simply delete it, oblivion everything but can not, deserves to know Dean, Dean must know.
-Cass? - Dean asks. Castiel was fighting, he was beating hard against all that would destroy the world, was fighting for him, with him.
-light ... the light enveloped everything, every person, every body-Sam continues, his voice trembling. -It was inside, inside everyone. The feeling in the body, I felt in the head, was strong. It was like he was holding, looking for the evil he had done in your life as if it were to decide whether to punish you or let you go, and it was heartbreaking, it hurt. The demons were screaming as if they were split in two by the pain, I've seen ... and Lucifer, Dean-
-Have you seen it? - Dean whispers, unable to utter more.
-Lui, its shape. I saw it was, the explosion of light I saw his angelic form and then there was the fire, was engulfed in flames and I saw his real face. It was horrible-
's voice breaks, Sam and Dean continues to caress the head while his shoulders heave, heaving with sobs.
-I was so stupid-rumored Sam crying. -I wanted to believe him, I really wanted to believe that it was not bad, that his version was correct. I wanted to believe that it would not hurt, I wanted to believe that he and I we were really like, I was an idiot-
-You could not know, non-
-I should give you a straight-Sam interrupts him looking into his eyes. -I never should have left, I should tell you the visions of Hell, all-
Sam nestles into the open arms of Dean while the tears streaming down her face and lets rock, oblivious to the silent presence of Bobby in the room.
-Vado for a coffee-making to say it out. -Do you harbor a, Sam-
Dean nods, thanking him with his eyes. Sam is breathing deeply, trying to calm down, and if it manages to recover enough to continue speaking, there are still hidden tears in his eyes.
-And then the light began to fade, she says quietly. -Leaving the demons that possessed the bodies on the ground while the black smoke was sucked into the bowels of the earth. I could not move, I was too weak, and Dad kept me on the ground, said it would take time to heal. The light was still there, but there was less strong than before, and just before it vanished altogether I saw dad, Dean. I saw it as I saw Lucifer, I saw he really was and I could not say anything. I looked at him and just, and I could not believe it but it was true, he was different, was not a soul escaped from Hell-
-What-was-made of light-Sam's eyes sparkle for a moment. -It was completely made of pure light, and it was beautiful, radiating light, light spoke, he thought light. Then I saw the wings
-Le ... wings? -
Dean is confused. The only time I've ever seen a pair of wings, in his life was when Castiel knew.
-Dad-begins to speak, but his voice died in his throat at the thought. Sam smiles, piano, and nods.
-Daddy was an angel, says Dean-plan. Angel-A, you know? I could not stop looking at him, I could not understand how it happened but it was true, was indeed an Angel. I wanted to ask why, I wanted to explain to me but he just smiled and told me that there would be time, after-
Dean can not believe it. Do not believe us seriously until we see him with his eyes, then you probably can not even believe it. Because her father was in Hell, his father rotting in this place and someone pulled me out so, for no apparent reason, and then if he is found before in the flesh, but it's absurd, would have a channel, and her old body had been cremated. The head spins.
-What happened to the others? - Calls, trying to break into his crazy thoughts. Sam looks down, moves away a bit, 'is silent.
-Sam-I-
demons are dead, he says. -Lucifer is dead. When I managed to watch, when the light faded completely, I saw the empty bodies in the valley. Dead bodies from the demons and angels dead in battle. And I've seen you. Castiel's body covered completely your own, land for swoon-
Sam is unable to continue.
Dean takes him by the shoulders and forced him to watch it. That look not like, not like the tone of Sam, he does not like that sadness in his voice.
-What happened, Sam? - Despite asking the subject's response. Because I know, somehow it feels, feels like an emptiness inside, he feels since he woke up, he hears but does not want to think otherwise would make it true.
-Castiel ... -
And from the look of Sam is confirmed that expected.
-Eh - asked softly. Can not believe it, you really can not.
-God was speaking through you, Dean, Sam starts to cry. -Do you have used, you have been his voice, his arm, the hand that stopped everything. And when it's finished, when the light is gone I saw you on the ground, Castiel on you, I believed to be dead, non-
-Eh -
Sam takes a deep breath before speaking again. He knew it would be difficult, she knew, but never imagined it could have been so . Dean's eyes are bright and empty, the expression on his face is hard, and he can not watch it. I can not watch while tearing apart the pain from the inside, can not do it, not when they can feel a part of him that is broken. Would you say-die-
hard. "If he had not arrived on time, you'd be dead. Vanish before the light was thrown on you, as if to cover, protect-
-How? -. It is not enough, all those words are not enough. It does not explain anything, do not give you the answer you are looking for does not help him to understand, only to break a bit 'more.
-He used what was left of her angelic powers to save your life. His mortal body now has failed to pay all that power at once while at the same time, the essence angelica was swept away
-John at the foot of the bed, he looks serious and severe.
-He died as the bravest of men-
Dean looks at him and does not speak, there are no words to express what's inside at the time. There is nothing that can express the rending emptiness, that pain that burns the soul, and anger devastating, and all that crap that is tearing inside.
-Fa 'that his was not in vain-sacricifio
#
The sky is gray and gloomy, the rain clouds roam fast there at the top to hide the sun view. A light rain falls
wetting the soil, and grass, and trees, while the gray of the sky seems to be in tune with the deathly silence of that place.
There is no one apart from the forest, no one apart from the animals and plants, no one who can take care of that man still and motionless in the most remote area of the green and gray, standing under a tree with his eyes straight ahead.
clutching something in his hands, something small that gives off a strange metallic gleam.
Lift up your eyes to the sky and green leaves that rain running down his face, mingling with that little tear escaped its control.
went to the tree, it caresses the bark rough and points it at the small bit of metal. He holds the knife in place with one hand while, with an almost maddening slowness, affects the tree one simple word.
Castiel
Time passes slowly as he looks at the trunk, he looks as if that word could just fix it back. He does not realize the passing of time, not noticing that the sun covered by clouds, it is now gone. Only when a hand rests, light, turns on his shoulder, coming from that sort of trance.
-Dean-
nods, slowly, without having the strength to speak. Sam's dedication last look worried before a whisper, 'Do quickly, you'll catch pneumonia "and walk away, the patter on the ground and dry leaves to accompany its release.
Dean still have a few minutes to fix this simple registration form.
-You should not have to do it, idiot, ugly rumors to the forest while the wind carries away his words.
Close your eyes for a moment and could almost feel it, that look blue on the neck, one hand rests gently on her shoulder, light as air. While
walks in the forest that will not let me ever hear. While out of the maze roots of trees and realize that will not go away ever really. While back in the car, while you insert the keys in the painting has the feeling that it is there, sitting in the back seat looking at him with his eyes almost ball.
The rear view mirror shows the seats of her child, the glass on which the rain falls, now loud and incessant, hiding the road behind him.
settled back on the seat and look straight ahead. It's time to continue.
-What do we have? -
Sam looks at him, worried, before hearing the engine purr beneath them.
-Cheyenne, Wyoming, says putting the laptop on your lap and on. -There are been some suspicious deaths. Children aged between eighteen and twenty-five were found dead in their homes, locked from the inside and no signs of forced entry. Some friends of the victims spoke of a chain that ran for e-mail according to which, if not addressed, the ghost of a woman who died years earlier would be to take the "offenders" -
-Large, small nerd growing between ghosts and e-mail, says Dean turning on the radio and turning up the volume.
Carry on, you will always remember ...
And while the voice of Kansas comes out strong from the speaker knows that Dean is looking ahead and will never forget. But it is time
to move forward. With Sam, until the end.
the time comes to say enough, time to stop, time to seek peace, but now it's too soon. Now it's time to start life anew.
wheels dell'Impala crossing another boundary line, yet another, while his brother Dean looks sweetly asleep next to him and the sun rises again on the world.
* The End *
Previous \u0026lt;\u0026lt;>> Back to the first chapter
Title: Lucifer Rising
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: NC17 Pairing
(s) : Wincest; CastielxDean
Warning (s) : slash, incest and sex with full-anyone who believes that he could not bear is asked to non-read, initially one-shot (and remains so for me) but divided into several chapters, never to fall on the keyboard.
Word count: 41. 998 * runs away to avoid being lynched *
Summary: Lucifer is risen, the apocalypse has already begun. Between trips to the edge of the faithful Impala, Angels, demons, ghosts the past, many problems and the severe crisis Winchester will try to put things in place, with a little help. Will Sam and Dean to solve their problems? And most importantly, be able to win it in the final battle?
Fanart : here and here of
vahly . Notes: written before you even see or even imagine the fifth season, any similarities are definitely not wanted and if you find that you know, watching the weekly episodes, I was a little upset too. I think that will end up as Kripke, occasionally.
The title is taken from the last episode of the fourth set, then why is not mine.
Thanks: my wonderful beta,
faithina and p_will , for the immense work they have done and for the support-and for not killing me a shovel, of course. You are the best \u0026lt;33 Also thanks to
vahly for the beautiful fanart, and for appreciating the story \u0026lt;3 Enjoy!
* Epilogue *
slowly begins to take possession of his body. Move up the fingers to see if and when there are still those unresponsive to salt in the throat a sigh of relief. Always try to move the arm slowly and, despite being heavy as a huge boulder, unable to move an inch.
makes another effort to open the eyes, eyelids seem to be glued together, are pretty damn heavy.
When she finally managed to open my eyes just enough to understand exactly where he is-and is it still in one piece-bright light makes you close quickly.
could be dead. He could be dead and that could be Paradiso, would not be so impossible.
But the heat on his hand on his chest and made him, somehow, to believe otherwise. He's alive. You live for real.
-Sam tries to speak, but his voice is too hoarse, as if unused for a while 'time. Try to lighten it and try again but to no avail, it is still too early.
Then try to move out and meets the skin so rough and known, knuckles a bit 'peeled, fingers cold as usual.
-Sammy-whispers in a voice almost grotesque. A movement, rubbing of cloth, fingers tightening around her and then his voice, low, hoarse, frightened.
-Dean-scared. -Dean ... -
Two arms that surround it, a burden on the body, and the smell, the smell of Sam around him, the smell that surrounds and fills completely, and her skin, and its lips that kiss your face, and her hands and caress it, God, is Sam.
-you awake ... you're alive-
-I am here, Sammy, I'm here-Dean whispers. Would like to have the strength to tell him something else, would tell him how much fear he had, he would tell him that believed the dead would ask him, ask him everything, ask him what happened, ask of light and darkness, asking him why he did not understand anything anymore.
-You must rest, Dean-Sam said with teary eyes. -Sleep-
He lies beside him on the bed too small, clinging to her body as if it were the only hope rimastagli, shoves his face in the hollow between his neck and shoulder and clasps him tightly, murmuring words a voice too low to be understood.
Sam is there, Sam is back in his arms, now Dean knows that all is well, now he can let go, quiet, and inviting quell'oblio desired.
-Damn, boy, you made us take a good scare! -
Bobby finally face relaxes tense for too long and looks at him, lying on that hospital bed, the beep of the machines to do the background in that sort of family reunion.
Dean makes a half-smile that does not extend to the eyes and invites Bobby to sit down with a wave of his hand. He woke up, woke up this morning completely and tried to talk to Sam, he tried to get an explanation of what happened in reality. But Sam has settled with a "You must rest," he visibly glissando and sent back to the conversation.
But now he wants to know.
-How long am I here? - Calls for looking at the tank room.
-More than a week, Bobby replied gravely. You did not want to wake you-know-
-A week? A fucking week? I've been here all this time while out there is all this mess? And, demand for one million dollars, how I got here if I was in the fucking valley to Babylon? -
The tone is harsh, his eyes went from Sam to Bobby sternly. He wants to know, dammit, just want to know what the hell happened, then it does not seem much to ask!
-Sam said, his voice growing hard. Sam does not speak while his eyes wander in every direction, trying to escape but knows he can not do it forever. He knows that Dean will tell you the truth, would only have a little 'more time to think about what to say, especially as say, even if there is a nice way to do it.
-Sam! - It's over-
-
Sam's voice is low and dark, his shoulders bent as if they carried some kind of weight and his eyes, now I can finally see them well, god, its eyes are so sad.
-What? - Dean knows that it is a stupid question, he knows what is done but he wants to hear, he wants to hear a voice other than that of his brain wants to hear and understand that it is true, that really is all over.
-L 'Apocalypse-Sam looks at him.
-How? -. So that's the point. As it was over? What the heck happened? And above all, because he only vaguely recalls the battlefield?
-Do not you remember, right? - Sam asks, shaking his head. -They said that would not have remembered-
-Who? Who said? Damn, Sam, speak out! - Dean blurts out, his words followed immediately by a stern look to Bobby.
-your father-the man says. -Your father said you would not have remembered
-Grande, where is he? Maybe be able to tell me something more, since you seem to have sewn their mouths! - Dean said, raising his voice and moving around, agitated. It pulls the needle from his arm and drops him on the bed, pissed. I will see her soon-to-
says Bobby forcing on the bed. -Now it's 'stop, you idiot, you're in recovery-
-' Fuck the recovery, I want to get-
-You do not move from that bed-says Sam glares at him.
-Only if you explain to me, and quickly, what the hell has happened-
Sam seems to miss the determination and earned a second before sighing. "What do you remember? -
hit-you-Lucifer says Dean plan. -You were on the ground, rattle, and I thought that we would have done. Then I got up, went to meet that son of a bitch, and I do not know ...
-nothing-Do you remember? - Sam asks, sitting down beside him. Dean shakes his head as he tries to think of those moments, there seems to be nothing between his memories, but still ...
-Light-Dean responds quickly. -A very strong light and then dark-
Sam bites his lower lip and nods slowly, looking for the right words. Bobby glances and nods, encouraging him to move forward. While ...
-died during the battle in many-Sam said softly. -Demons, Angels ... all of them. I only know that when you left me, Dad came beside me. Hugged me, told me about, and just as I was beginning to see all black I opened my eyes. I saw the light, I saw the light ... -
-What, Sam? -
-The light came from within you, says the child closing his eyes. -It was inside you, it was as if emanating from your body, from every pore of your skin-
Dean looks at him and not talking. Remember the light, remember the sensation of heat and power, remember that power flow in every corner of the body. Then the light-
also fell from the sky, as if he was coming from every corner of the world "continues Sam. -E came to you. Each ray of light ended on you, inside you, and then you talked
-Dean can not remember. He does not remember anything like that, it's as if he was not present, it is as if he had done something and was not really him doing it, like a demonic possession. There was, reminiscent of the light, but the rest is fog.
-It 'forward Sam says softly, taking her cold hand in hers. She is afraid now, afraid when he looks at his brother's eyes and see them so sad and transparencies, are afraid because they do not know what Sam would say.
-Your voice ... - Sam's face is lined by a tear. -It was as if no longer yours, your voice was as if she had stayed only an echo. He was strong and deep, and I felt it in my head, I would have liked but I could not put her away-
-Sammy ... - Dean's Shakes his head slowly, the heart small.
-and light ... I walked out the mouth, eyes, on all sides. And then I Castiel seen running towards you-
Sam can not do it. It is difficult, it's damn hard to explain what has happened, it's damn hard to say, again with the mind. He would like to simply delete it, oblivion everything but can not, deserves to know Dean, Dean must know.
-Cass? - Dean asks. Castiel was fighting, he was beating hard against all that would destroy the world, was fighting for him, with him.
-light ... the light enveloped everything, every person, every body-Sam continues, his voice trembling. -It was inside, inside everyone. The feeling in the body, I felt in the head, was strong. It was like he was holding, looking for the evil he had done in your life as if it were to decide whether to punish you or let you go, and it was heartbreaking, it hurt. The demons were screaming as if they were split in two by the pain, I've seen ... and Lucifer, Dean-
-Have you seen it? - Dean whispers, unable to utter more.
-Lui, its shape. I saw it was, the explosion of light I saw his angelic form and then there was the fire, was engulfed in flames and I saw his real face. It was horrible-
's voice breaks, Sam and Dean continues to caress the head while his shoulders heave, heaving with sobs.
-I was so stupid-rumored Sam crying. -I wanted to believe him, I really wanted to believe that it was not bad, that his version was correct. I wanted to believe that it would not hurt, I wanted to believe that he and I we were really like, I was an idiot-
-You could not know, non-
-I should give you a straight-Sam interrupts him looking into his eyes. -I never should have left, I should tell you the visions of Hell, all-
Sam nestles into the open arms of Dean while the tears streaming down her face and lets rock, oblivious to the silent presence of Bobby in the room.
-Vado for a coffee-making to say it out. -Do you harbor a, Sam-
Dean nods, thanking him with his eyes. Sam is breathing deeply, trying to calm down, and if it manages to recover enough to continue speaking, there are still hidden tears in his eyes.
-And then the light began to fade, she says quietly. -Leaving the demons that possessed the bodies on the ground while the black smoke was sucked into the bowels of the earth. I could not move, I was too weak, and Dad kept me on the ground, said it would take time to heal. The light was still there, but there was less strong than before, and just before it vanished altogether I saw dad, Dean. I saw it as I saw Lucifer, I saw he really was and I could not say anything. I looked at him and just, and I could not believe it but it was true, he was different, was not a soul escaped from Hell-
-What-was-made of light-Sam's eyes sparkle for a moment. -It was completely made of pure light, and it was beautiful, radiating light, light spoke, he thought light. Then I saw the wings
-Le ... wings? -
Dean is confused. The only time I've ever seen a pair of wings, in his life was when Castiel knew.
-Dad-begins to speak, but his voice died in his throat at the thought. Sam smiles, piano, and nods.
-Daddy was an angel, says Dean-plan. Angel-A, you know? I could not stop looking at him, I could not understand how it happened but it was true, was indeed an Angel. I wanted to ask why, I wanted to explain to me but he just smiled and told me that there would be time, after-
Dean can not believe it. Do not believe us seriously until we see him with his eyes, then you probably can not even believe it. Because her father was in Hell, his father rotting in this place and someone pulled me out so, for no apparent reason, and then if he is found before in the flesh, but it's absurd, would have a channel, and her old body had been cremated. The head spins.
-What happened to the others? - Calls, trying to break into his crazy thoughts. Sam looks down, moves away a bit, 'is silent.
-Sam-I-
demons are dead, he says. -Lucifer is dead. When I managed to watch, when the light faded completely, I saw the empty bodies in the valley. Dead bodies from the demons and angels dead in battle. And I've seen you. Castiel's body covered completely your own, land for swoon-
Sam is unable to continue.
Dean takes him by the shoulders and forced him to watch it. That look not like, not like the tone of Sam, he does not like that sadness in his voice.
-What happened, Sam? - Despite asking the subject's response. Because I know, somehow it feels, feels like an emptiness inside, he feels since he woke up, he hears but does not want to think otherwise would make it true.
-Castiel ... -
And from the look of Sam is confirmed that expected.
-Eh - asked softly. Can not believe it, you really can not.
-God was speaking through you, Dean, Sam starts to cry. -Do you have used, you have been his voice, his arm, the hand that stopped everything. And when it's finished, when the light is gone I saw you on the ground, Castiel on you, I believed to be dead, non-
-Eh -
Sam takes a deep breath before speaking again. He knew it would be difficult, she knew, but never imagined it could have been so . Dean's eyes are bright and empty, the expression on his face is hard, and he can not watch it. I can not watch while tearing apart the pain from the inside, can not do it, not when they can feel a part of him that is broken. Would you say-die-
hard. "If he had not arrived on time, you'd be dead. Vanish before the light was thrown on you, as if to cover, protect-
-How? -. It is not enough, all those words are not enough. It does not explain anything, do not give you the answer you are looking for does not help him to understand, only to break a bit 'more.
-He used what was left of her angelic powers to save your life. His mortal body now has failed to pay all that power at once while at the same time, the essence angelica was swept away
-John at the foot of the bed, he looks serious and severe.
-He died as the bravest of men-
Dean looks at him and does not speak, there are no words to express what's inside at the time. There is nothing that can express the rending emptiness, that pain that burns the soul, and anger devastating, and all that crap that is tearing inside.
-Fa 'that his was not in vain-sacricifio
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The sky is gray and gloomy, the rain clouds roam fast there at the top to hide the sun view. A light rain falls
wetting the soil, and grass, and trees, while the gray of the sky seems to be in tune with the deathly silence of that place.
There is no one apart from the forest, no one apart from the animals and plants, no one who can take care of that man still and motionless in the most remote area of the green and gray, standing under a tree with his eyes straight ahead.
clutching something in his hands, something small that gives off a strange metallic gleam.
Lift up your eyes to the sky and green leaves that rain running down his face, mingling with that little tear escaped its control.
went to the tree, it caresses the bark rough and points it at the small bit of metal. He holds the knife in place with one hand while, with an almost maddening slowness, affects the tree one simple word.
Castiel
Time passes slowly as he looks at the trunk, he looks as if that word could just fix it back. He does not realize the passing of time, not noticing that the sun covered by clouds, it is now gone. Only when a hand rests, light, turns on his shoulder, coming from that sort of trance.
-Dean-
nods, slowly, without having the strength to speak. Sam's dedication last look worried before a whisper, 'Do quickly, you'll catch pneumonia "and walk away, the patter on the ground and dry leaves to accompany its release.
Dean still have a few minutes to fix this simple registration form.
-You should not have to do it, idiot, ugly rumors to the forest while the wind carries away his words.
Close your eyes for a moment and could almost feel it, that look blue on the neck, one hand rests gently on her shoulder, light as air. While
walks in the forest that will not let me ever hear. While out of the maze roots of trees and realize that will not go away ever really. While back in the car, while you insert the keys in the painting has the feeling that it is there, sitting in the back seat looking at him with his eyes almost ball.
The rear view mirror shows the seats of her child, the glass on which the rain falls, now loud and incessant, hiding the road behind him.
settled back on the seat and look straight ahead. It's time to continue.
-What do we have? -
Sam looks at him, worried, before hearing the engine purr beneath them.
-Cheyenne, Wyoming, says putting the laptop on your lap and on. -There are been some suspicious deaths. Children aged between eighteen and twenty-five were found dead in their homes, locked from the inside and no signs of forced entry. Some friends of the victims spoke of a chain that ran for e-mail according to which, if not addressed, the ghost of a woman who died years earlier would be to take the "offenders" -
-Large, small nerd growing between ghosts and e-mail, says Dean turning on the radio and turning up the volume.
Carry on, you will always remember ...
And while the voice of Kansas comes out strong from the speaker knows that Dean is looking ahead and will never forget. But it is time
to move forward. With Sam, until the end.
the time comes to say enough, time to stop, time to seek peace, but now it's too soon. Now it's time to start life anew.
wheels dell'Impala crossing another boundary line, yet another, while his brother Dean looks sweetly asleep next to him and the sun rises again on the world.
* The End *
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BBI: [Fanfiction]Lucifer Rising -Capitolo quinto
Title: Lucifer Rising
Fandom : Supernatural
Rating: NC17 Pairing
(s) : Wincest; CastielxDean
Warning (s) : slash, incest and sex with full-anyone who believes that he could not bear, please do not read; initially one-shot (and remains so for me) but divided into several chapters, never to fall on the keyboard.
Word count: 41. 998 * runs away to avoid being lynched *
Summary: Lucifer is risen, the apocalypse has already begun. Between trips to the edge of the faithful Impala, Angels, demons, ghosts of the past, crises and strong Winchester will have many problems to try to put things in place, with a little help. Will Sam and Dean to solve their problems? And most importantly, be able to win it in the final battle?
Fanart : here and here of vahly .
Notes: written before you even see or even imagine the fifth season, any similarities are definitely not wanted and if you find that you know, watching the weekly episodes, I was a little upset too. I think that will end up as Kripke, every now and then.
Title is taken from the last episode of the fourth set, then why is not mine.
Thanks: my wonderful beta, faithina and p_will , for the immense work they have done and for the support-and for not killing me a shovel, of course. You are the best \u0026lt;33
Also thanks to vahly for the beautiful fanart, and for appreciating the story \u0026lt;3
Enjoy!
C HAPTER 5
Castiel looks up at the sky that slowly gets darker. Run fast and black clouds, lightning began to illuminate a day, the cold is getting stronger.
-a bad sign-whispers, the gun tightly in his hand. Dean looks at him, following his eyes and realizes what he is referring.
-Daddy, this would be a good time to come, says quietly, so as not to be heard. John told him he would come, if only she needed him.
But her screams and her pleas were in vain, he never arrived. He called, he shouted his name to no longer air in the lungs, he begged him to get up to no longer have voice but no, John left him alone.
Maybe it really was just a hallucination due all'alcohol, maybe it was really just a dream. Maybe John is still rotting in Hell, maybe never coming back.
The breath condenses in small clouds as they advance, the cold penetrates through clothing to reach the bones, the sky is now completely black.
And then, behold, two white figures, almost luminous in the dark and gloomy atmosphere at the other end of the valley.
-Sam- Dean said in a whisper. Recognizes the tall and mighty, has seen it grow, is closely in his arms so many times that it would be impossible for him confused with someone else.
Castiel looks ahead and not talking. Forward almost like inertia, not even notice you are walking. All his senses are concentrated on the figures before him, there is no other at that time.
Time seems to pass ever. Advance, all four, with an almost maddening slowness. Dean wants to run, run by his brother, runs towards him and beat him then hug him and beat him again. He wants to kiss him, want to hear again his scent on the skin, his arms shaking him. Wants be punched up to no longer feel his hands, he wants to kick him until he bled. He wants to get lost in those fucking eyes, wants to tell him everything, all the evil that he did, he wants to tell him that since he left is nothing. He wants to slap and kiss the red skin, wants him for himself alone for an infinite time, wants to return.
noises come from somewhere behind them, and when he turns to look at Dean saw the men. Demons have taken possession of bodies of innocent people, demons who use them as if they were simple clothes. Demons that force them to be relegated to a corner of his mind, the demons that cause their suffering.
And the anger grows slowly, it becomes like a fire in the middle of his chest, a fire that broke out, a fire, which someone is pouring gasoline on a fire that seriously explode.
-Do not look at, go on-Castiel says, his face impassive as if he would return to the past. -Keep walking, they are not our problem-
-Ma must be stopped! - Dean yells. -And they may attack us! -
-They will not do, not what he wants-Castiel sure what that says. -It is much more subtle and insidious than you know, Dean. He wants meet. He wants to come face to face with us, does not want to destroy us immediately
-Castiel seems so calm and emotionless. Castiel appears to have returned to the Angel who has known Dean, his face is impassive, his eyes are fixed on Sam and Lucifer in front of them, they almost beat an eyelash.
And are there. Sam, nice with the white dress that lights up the face, and Lucifer with a beautiful, with long blond hair and a slender body.
-Castiel ... is a pleasure to see you again-tells Lucifer with a persuasive voice. Castiel's reserves his best grimace in disgust and unresponsive.
Dean looks at Sam without saying anything. Do not know what to say, do not know what to do. A thousand thoughts crowd the brain but he can not hear, there's only Sam now, he is the only important thing, always has been.
-Sam ... - murmured. -Sammy-Dean--
. Sam's voice is hard, not shaking, he manages to hide all the good feelings that are eating it up at this time. Joy to see him again, anxiety, fear of being judged again. Anger, like Dean because he knows his pockets and he knows that he will not believe him, that does not believe a word.
-Sam ... I am
-Do you remember me, Sammy? Do you remember having a brother who loves you with all his itself, which would give my life for you? Think so?
Dean's voice seems to plead. Only a massive effort prevented him from shaking it, just a strong will helped him to keep it steady and solid, albeit low and appealing.
-Sam-
Did you ever think during this period?
Sam unconsciously look for the man's hand to his side and holds it, only hold in that situation. Dean knows that it will hurt, he knows that he will suffer, he knows that considers him a monster. He does not want to trust, does not want to let go because he knows, feels , which will be betrayed again.
-I've been looking everywhere-
Look into my eyes now. Look into my eyes and tell me you did not think I even once.
-I did not want to be found-
Sam knows that Dean is begging him to return. The law in his eyes, sees him by his movements, his lips slightly parted, hands trembling a little.
-I do not want to return, Dean-Sam's voice lowers to a whisper and become Dean winces, as if struck by an invisible knife. Then he clenched his fists, his eyes still fixed on her, and her gaze while Sam gets tough hides his in his hand intertwined with that of the Angel. Then watch me spit-
-Dean. - Look into my eyes, have the courage to look at me and tell me your favorite stay where you are, and thank you very much stronger-
Lucifer holds his hand, eyes fixed on those of Castiel and half smile.
mozzarglisi Sam feels the breath in my throat, feels the same as if the earth shaking under your feet.
-explain-I just want to say. -I just want you to understand. You must understand, Dean, you have to do it. Lucifer ... he is not as it seems-
-Oh, no, he's just like appear-Dean looks at the blond man with contempt. -It 's just a dog motherfucker I'll do with out my hands-
-Dean, no! - Sam yells, shaking his head quickly. -Tu do not know. You do not know as I do, you do not even know why he did what he did not even know why it is back-
-I know it's a bastard who wants us all out, that is enough- Dean greenhouse lips, his fists, his jaw. Can not believe that Sam is really saying those things, can not believe they are really out of his mouth. That's not Sam, can not be Sam.
Sam would never say something like that, Sam would use the brain and to understand that the mess is only fooling the devil, using as a puppet in his hands. Sam would be able to see it for what it is, Tempting a bastard.
Castiel keeps his eyes fixed on those of Lucifer, is as still as a statue.
-you're just using it, Sam-said out loud to be heard. -He is following a plan and you're just a pawn to be moved at will-is-
only envious, Sammy, do not listen to him, Lucifer says in a voice sweet and caressing.
Sammy. That word echoes in my head of Dean's growing more and more volume to be deafening. Sammy. He called Sammy.
No one calls him Sammy, no one except him.
And Lucifer Sam turns to look with eyes full of what appears to admiration, what seems affection, and nods, and smiles, and Dean does not think he could handle it.
-Dean, do not you understand? - Says then. -He is here to put things right. He does not hate men, do not hate God She loved him and was expelled, he was sentenced to a punishment unjust. So it can tell you, Dean, please-tell-
? Its crap do not stick with me, Sam looks at Dean-Castiel
for a moment, look at his features distorted by pain and anger.
-Dean ... - murmured Sam. -Dean, please, do not do that-
Dean get the feeling, you know that hurt, who will know but Sam can not help it, can not keep them inside. The feeling on the tongue, the feel on the lips, the shape and feel free to air.
-I can not even look at you, Sam. I can not look into your eyes and recognize my brother -
Sam's eyes are glossy, the lips will hatch while the brain focuses on the words and gives them the right meaning.
-Dean, are always trying to say-I. One last time, a final test.
No, you're not, no more-
-Dean-voice breaks, he can no longer speak. Here it is, the proof he needed. He asked Dean to explain potergli, implored him to listen to him, asked him to understand. And he has not done so.
If you love him, if he really loved her would at least try. But Dean is just a stupid, selfish prick, Dean will not listen, does not accept the truth that is not his.
Lucifer's hand rests, sweet, on her shoulder with a little pressure. He is, he will remain at his side, he did not abandon him. He does not judge, is always ready to listen, to comfort him. The point is that he will be there.
-Dean-Castiel brings to its attention and shows him with his head, margins the valley. They are full of demons, getting closer.
Thunder rumbles overhead, strong. And the rain is falling.
-Sam-says while the rain washes them from head to foot. -There is no time for games. Choose: either me or them-
-Dean, you do not understand-
-I do not know what, Sam? - Is screaming. -What have you left me without even telling me? What you're gone to stay with that lousy Lucifer? I've cut out of your life and turned his back, what? What I do not understand? Tell me now, Sam. With me or against me-sorry-I-
Decided. He made his choice and carry it forward as ha sempre fatto. Ha fatto la sua scelta e gli ha detto addio per sempre.
-Dannazione, Sam!- urla all’improvviso Castiel. –Ma non capisci? Non capisci cosa sta cercando di fare, cosa è riuscito a fare? Ti ha messo contro tuo fratello, contro il sangue del tuo sangue! Datti una svegliata, togli quel cazzo di velo dagli occhi e guarda in faccia la realtà-
Sam non ha mai visto Cass urlare a quel modo –né parlare in modo così volgare. Non ha mai visto il suo viso così stravolto, così disperato; i suoi occhi non sono mai stati tanto angosciati e preoccupati, mai.
-Dean mi ha costretto click-to respond then. -Dean forced me, not Lucifer or anyone else. My brother, Castiel. The blood of my blood told me to choose between a man who was shown not to love me and another that showed that remain by my side-
Dean can not stand it, certainly can not bear to see him with , and not just because it is the Devil.
can not bear to see his eyes light up when they see, can not bear the thought that can really be comfortable with him.
A lightning rips the sky black, a flash that brings with it much more light in the sky.
-Well, I see that we have guests-ride Lucifer, bright eyes that light up. -Hi-
His voice is warm, hot, sweet, and Dean can not believe it. Dean can not believe that such a manipulative bastard managed to do the brainwashing her brother does not want to believe it.
-Lucifer, how long
Dean-not even once, he knows who owns the item.
- Centuries , Zechariah-meets Lucifer, friendly. Sam, at his side, seems agitated.
Everything was not planned, the Angels should not have been there. If you have arrived since there is not to speak or to take tea. If they got there, attack, and they will defend themselves. They have tacitly signed their declaration of war, but it was not supposed to be like.
Dean was only understand, no one else should have been caught. Sam and Dean, only two of them, face to face, no one else. Now
Sam realizes that there is no other way, he understands that the only way now is the war.
-I still remember the last time we saw each continuous-tone Zaccaria poisonous. -If I'm Michele was giving you so many kicks be sent to Hell-E-
you were still, on the sidelines, to guffaw-Lucifer replies, seriously. -In the rear, safe from everything, as you always did-you-
, dirty bastard-whistles the other Angelo, livid. -You pay for everything you did, you'll go to hell in one way or another
-on-one thing we agree-Dean says, his eyes fixed on those of Sam.
The demons at the edge of the valley are approaching, are worn behind Lucifer and remain silent, like an animal waiting to tend to ambush its prey.
Angels, Sam has never seen so many in his life, remain motionless and waiting for any move. The sky is always darkest, the increasingly loud thunder, the rain thickened.
thunder, much stronger than all previous ones, tearing through the sky and hell.
Sam does not understand how it happened, not known who attacked first, all I know is that angels and demons are fighting on the battlefield improvisation, each hit as hard as he can. There are screams, cries of pain, well-aimed blow, the earth seems to tremble. Big
-stop-watching begs the man at his side. Big-stop, we're not here to fight! -
I can not, Sam ... - Lucifer murmured, her eyes fixed on the Angels in front of him. I can not do anything now-
Dean does not move a step, does not want to move. Do not want to leave Sam alone with that being nasty, not again. This time, fight, fight to the end for the single most important thing in his life.
Castiel beside him, watching his brothers fight and tightens his lips. Even
Zacharias remained with them, perhaps too much concern about damage its nice dark suit to join the fray.
-I'll kill you, you ugly son of a bitch-Dean hisses. -I swear to God I will succeed, and be able to recover
-Sam-I swear to God, that's ridiculous-smiles Lucifer Sam's hand still in hers. "What makes you think God damn about what is going on here? What makes you think that will help you defeat me? Are you really sure you love your children as you say? -
-You should not even talk to him, should not even be appointed by the thought-barks Zaccaria, making some progress.
-Why defend him so much, that you you've never even seen? -
Lucifer's voice is hard, hard and cold, cruel. -He does not love us, Zechariah! He has left on our own and will not return
-speak-so just because you kicked him, intrudes Castiel. - Burn , is not it? -
Lucifer's eyes are limited to cracks in ice.
-This world would not have ruined so much if only he had loved, he says.
-Where 's God and men die? -
Castiel and Zachary turn toward Sam with wide eyes.
-because it makes them suffer in this way, if you love them so much? - Sam's eyes fill with tears of sadness and yes, even a little 'anger. Why? Why did not prevent this?! -
-All 'man has been granted the privilege to decide on his life, Sam-Castiel on the tip of his blue eyes. -He and he alone is master of its own destiny! God has left the choice can not change what the man decides to do-
"Then just let it be destroyed by his own hands, Sam's voice has a slight sarcastic nuance that makes the thin eyes to Zechariah. -A good father to his son to prevent such a thing. A good father would tell you what to do, would put him in the right direction! -
-When ever you have the following choices our father, huh? When did you ever listen to him and have not made your head? When you ever thought what he said was for you, just for your own good? It's going to make you believe his bullshit, Sam? Are you really sure of what you say? - Dean screams over the noise of battle and thunder. Sam looks at him, hard and a little 'hurt by those words.
I do not believe that it is capable of thinking with my head, Dean? -
-No, I just that if there is someone strong enough to make you drink his nonsense there in full-face helmets
-Enough! - Sam yells. -Stop treating me like a child, stop thinking that I can not take care of myself. Stop acting as if I had five, and especially stop act like you're Dad -
Castiel takes a second to scrutinize the face of Dean but now back to Lucifer. He knows that the bastard is plotting something, I can see it in his face. They see in her smile, sees it in the glint of his eyes, shines through its quiet and relaxed air.
-I have to also put up two little boys arguing mumbles-Zachary, looking away from the two brothers.
He looks around. The blood of the wounds, angelic or demonic, is everywhere. He knows that the battle has just begun, he also knows that it is probably just one of many.
know that God is not with them. He knows he has abandoned them without thinking twice, and though the power in his hands he had a sweet taste is afraid now. Now it should touch him to direct all to tell others what to do or not do the Angels-while many more who have turned their backs to those who are still with him.
is his choice now. It is he who must decide when it will all end.
-What is it, Zacky, the responsibilities are too many and it is time to retreat? - Lucifer mocks him, Sam is too busy arguing with Dean to pay attention.
-You're just a dirty bastard-Zacharias answered between his teeth. -I swear-
Yes, yes, I will return to hell and blah blah blah-Angel says approaching and leaving Sam to his argument. -You know what? You're wrong. I will not return in the filthy sewer, not when I have the world at my disposal-
His voice is so low that only Zechariah in the midst of this din, I can hear. Zechariah and Castiel.
I knew there was a plan behind, he knew that Lucifer was intended only to reach his goals. He knew that Sam was just a pawn, he knew they were all lies. After all, Lucifer was not always so. Selfish, conceited, self-centered to the limits of the impossible. He only ever thought to himself, never anyone else. The leopard, they say humans.
-Dean, you must listen-
Sam wants to try again. Sam can not bear that his brother is such a stubborn, unwilling to lose him, not now that he knows that everything will be fixed.
The rain falls, strong, rigandolo Dean's face as tears-of tears and maybe there are not really. Hurting pretty damn good to have Sam there in front of him and not be able to tell him, do not get into their heads that there is nothing good in the words of Lucifer.
-God, Sam, why do you insist to go ahead with this? - Screams to drown the noise of thunder and battle. "Why do not you know it's all wrong, that he is wrong?! -
Sam shakes his head as the tears mixed with cold rain and cloud the view.
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-Do it, Sam! - Lucifer screams behind him. -You must do this or we will hunt! Do not leave us in peace until we have finished! -
Lucifer seems desperate and frightened, and convinced that Dean really could render their lives impossible, which could haunt them until ... to kill them. But what is his brother, that's Dean, the Dean he grew up with, the same Dean who embraced him when the nightmares the night prevented him from sleeping. The same Dean who kissed his lips and whispered that everything would be fine.
And Dean laughs. Ride forte, throat, throwing her head back, arms abandoned in hand. She laughs and then looks at him, while his serious look back gradually.
-Do it, Sam-said opening his arms and showing off his chest. -If I die I want it for your hand. I want you to open fire-
-Dean-
-You are my life, Sam-Dean lips turn into a sad smile. -All my life, my world without you is meaningless. And if I continue to live sapendoti somewhere with him, then you better get it over now. Shoot-
Sam does not want to do it. Do not want to kill the only person who ever loved, his brother, the blood of his blood, his companion life.
-Sam-
That voice. The voice that raised him, frightened, angry, made me happy, made angry. The voice that shouted against sbattesse before the door and let her back, that voice that has been lacking, which was happy to suffer, which left him too soon.
-Dad? -
wearing the same clothes as always, the usual jacket, the same old jeans. It has the same beard a bit 'uneducated and live in your eyes the same bright light that he had when he returned victorious from a hunt. Must be a dream, can not be true. John is dead, is dead, and will not return.
The screams of Lucifer are in his ears muffled, almost does not hear. He does not understand the words, exhortations, no. His eyes are fixed on those of John, in those so familiar to John, and it is incredible. What is his father, knows the feeling. Even the battle becomes insignificant now. Angels, demons, they collide as well.
Dean looks and their father does not speak. She looks at him with shining eyes, his arms still spread wide waiting for a shot that does not seem to get, that will not come.
Sam can not. What a pathetic little scene-
-
Sam turns to look at him and sees him snort, irritated and annoyed. The white dress is stained with rain and dust rising from the ground, the hair is no longer smooth and perfect but messed up and ruined. The eyes are as cold as ice blades, do not have that warmth that Sam has come to know and appreciate.
-will not let you hurt my kids, bitch-John says menacingly approaching the Fallen Angel.
-Pathetic, really pathetic-looking at the puffs. -Do you think that you will stop me, John Winchester? You're just a soul escaped from Hell, you can not anything against me. Sam is mine, I was given to his own will belong to me. And Dean ... that son so profligate, so wrong. His soul is bound to me and I will be granted in one way or another-
Sam looks at him and does not understand, it looks nice and does not recognize the man who brought comfort and warmth, and looks Everything is so wrong
.
everything happens in a split second. Lucifer extends a hand in the direction of Dean, thunder rumbles in the sky, John will throw at him, lightning illuminates the black scene, Sam runs, Dean opens his eyes and starts to move, but it's late, too late.
A thud, a body falling on the ground cold and wet, the rain always relentless, cold, pain, tears.
-Dean ... - a weak voice, shortness of breath.
-Sam, Sam I am here-Dean whispers in her ear. The holding his head, holds him in her arms, and God, no, please, no.
-Dad ... -
-Shush, do not talk, Sammy-
Rain, rain and tears merge and become one thing, burning eyes, cheeks, heart burn.
Sam's eyes narrowed but also so she can see the distinct outline of his brother. That usually leather jacket, one of the many worn-shirts. The necklace that he gave him many years before. The ports-
still ... -
Dean follows Sam's eyes on his chest until you find that old charm and a smile is formed, fleeting, on his lips.
-Always-whispers. "But is' Shut up, idiot. Save your breath, you're better-
-I did not do this to you, Dean ... you're my brother, I did not want to hurt you so-Sam whispers interspersed the words of coughing. -I should give you straight, as always. But apparently they are too a dickhead for doing so, I've always been a jerk, e-
-Sam, Sammy, shush-Dean hugs him stronger, now also burns the throat. -Do not tell, do not tell either. Here the cock is me, remember? I've always been me, you were always the smart one-
Sam tries to smile but can only grimace in pain. It hurts everything, can not even move.
But Dean is there with him, this is important. Dean is there, nothing else matters.
Lucifer, his father, the war ... it is completely unnecessary now. As you feel your life slipping away, slowly and inexorably, the only thing that matters is Dean.
-Forgive-whispers with fatigue. -Please ... -
-Sam, please do not speak-the Dean makes a bit 'stronger. -We will find a way to make you feel better, please
-Sam shakes his head slowly and Dean feels \u0026lt;i> lost \u0026lt;/ i>. In one the world's second collapsed on him with all her weight, forced him to bow to drop, without finding the strength to get back on their feet.
laughter comes to the ears, cold, bastard.
He turns, his eyes clouded by a veil of rain, tears and pain, and felt something burning inside with an unprecedented power.
His father, his eyes wide, is still in front of him. Someone else is laughing.
Dean approaches the face of Sam, the tip in his eyes and pressed his lips tight against those cold of her brother. Serra's eyes as Sam's lips unfold, shaking stronger grip before returning to him with a promise.
-Dean-begs, begs him to stay with him even though he knows he will not. Dean smiled briefly while caressing her face.
-I love you, Sam. Forever-
I'll love you until my life, until this fucking heart will go on ...
He stands, looks at his father telling him all this in silence that does not have the strength to say aloud.
long as my body will continue to breathe, until the end of everything ...
See the devil in the face and not afraid. She looks into my eyes and all they can think of is that the son of a bitch took away the most important person in his life.
-Time to re-send you to Hell, asshole-
I swear to you, Sam.
Lucifer laughs, laughs deeply, that whole situation is really hilarious.
Look at that little man who, at a distance, with the faces and make sure he is still more laugh. It is so convinced he can do it, is so confident that he will beat him ... poor little man. None of them is, in truth, who knows what brilliant mind but that guy is pretty stupid even for everyone else. No man would ever think to go against him, no one would ever think of starting points but he did. Man is a curious animal.
greenhouse Dean's jaw and fists on the pistol grip. He knows that those are just toys for Satan, knows that they will barely tickle but at least groped. For Sam, for all that Sam is, for all that he holds, for the world to the land that seems to go to hell each day but will rise again. For
Castiel, who willy-nilly will be part of this world to give him a secure life, and without prejudice, and without the Apocalypse to destroy it, to give him the confidence of a better world.
For John, Mary, Bobby, for all those who have struggled with all her strength to fight evil, for all those who have believed, for those who hoped, for those who have given their lives.
Something in her bosom warms up, just to center and continues to warm up, getting stronger. Begins to burn, burn, burn, and it almost hurts, burns and expands, stretching the arms, chest, legs. He feels right at the tip of your fingers, feel it everywhere, strong, powerful.
moves a step forward, a step that brings him closer to the devil, and is not afraid. Put one foot forward the other, fists and open their arms fall to the ground with a thud. A lightning rips the sky lighting up, another step, a new determination.
The laughter fades and the glow, faint at first, then grows louder and louder, more and more bright, illuminating the air around him.
The sound of battle in his ears suddenly fades, as if someone had pressed the button to remove the volume, and there is nothing left. Only the light. Warm light, light within him, the light that emanates from his body, light all around, and light enough.
Lucifer extends a hand, but Dean is not afraid. Moves the arm to parry the shot as invisible and somebody, somewhere around there, is struck by the wave evil. Lucifer stares at him intensely, he tries again. Dean feels the power struggle with his own hand, bad energy, feel the bounce back and end up somewhere.
One step after another, another, another, the distance is halved, and now can see the fear in his eyes, doubt, confusion, increasingly, everything. The spark of security shaken, his lips tight, the arm moving again.
Light from above, which is connected to the light within him, an explosion of light everywhere, which lights up the valley.
And the voice.
-you can not beat
-Castiel turns, looks on from afar, heard those words echoing in his head, and his voice, that voice.
Turn your back to the demon with whom he was fighting and starts running, fast. No.
Dean's body is surrounded by light, His face is calm and relaxed, is quiet, almost without emotion. It has no weapons in hand, only a great light that surrounds him, who lives in him and for him, an eternal light and endless.
-You can not continue to hurt, Lucifer
light that comes from his fingers, the light that comes out of his mouth, light filled his eyes.
-Tu, the One Who Brings the Light, will continue to bring only darkness? -
It's late, maybe it's too late, and he is too far, will not make it. Words that imploding is speaking in the head as if they had been amplified, as if we had the volume up.
Help him
has been taken, Chuck has been taken. That's why I can now hear her voice from miles away, that's why listening to his words as if he was simply next.
not have it done.
Run
legs hurt, my stomach is a prey to spasms, but must do it all the burn, has to come from him before it's too late.
-Tu! - The Devil spits through his teeth. -How can you say that when you first have you thrown out! How can you talk about my mistakes without thinking about yours?! -
Dean makes another pitch. Your selfishness
- and the evil you have done your hunt, Lucifer says, calm, deep voice. You and only you were the architect of your destiny-
find an excuse-it's easier than admitting the truth-the Devil shouting, laughing. -It is easier to forget that all I wanted was to know -
The sky is always darkest, lightning and thunder ever stronger, harder and harder the battle, but neither man seems care.
-You wanted to compare thee to thy father, and he wanted to show you better than your sin been punished. Similarly, you have believed the best of men and their world, have considered them inferior and unworthy, they have corrupted by fraud, you brought them bad and they have enjoyed. You sin and you will be punished-
-Your loved ones were corrupt human without my help-Lucifer replies, angrily. -Evil was already within them, I just found a way to get it out-just-now-
runs, runs despite his legs threatening to give in to every passing second, despite running the lungs burn and l & rsquo ; air seems to be missing, he runs because he must do, must arrive on time.
runs even if the time has now expired, is close but not quite as Dean raises a hand to Lucifer, footsteps, feet, but too late. Too late.
The light explodes inside him, and explodes out from all the demons screaming in pain. Explodes in the sky and the earth, exploding in the air we breathe, it explodes inside each of them.
explodes in the eye of Lucifer who tries to cover herself with her arms, her body explodes in trying by all means to defend themselves, it explodes in his hands that is stripped, it explodes inside him and outside. Envelops every thing, every body, every soul, every clod of earth, every stone, every speck of dust, every molecule.
Dean felt his heart beat crazy, beats faster than it should be allowed, and it seems to break beats, and while the light completely surrounding a word crosses his mind.
Sam.
The light is so strong that I could not bear it. It is so bright, so bright, so warm. Gives a sense of security but is also afraid, now, while a cold shiver runs through the body. The light heats it, does it go to fire, but the thrill remains and along the back while everything around him is invisible and insignificant.
extends a hand up, and searched and searched but meets only hard ground, but look for Sam's skin is too far, look for and continues to look as the light begins to fade, look for the one thing I want to see now are the eyes of her brother, searched and searched desperately because basically \u0026lt;i> feels \u0026lt;/ i> that this is the end, and at the end of all the only thing he needs is Sam.
Darkness advances along with the cold and something ends up on him, pulls him, touches him, touches his throat.
Sam ... And it's all dark. You over.
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Title: Lucifer Rising
Fandom : Supernatural
Rating: NC17 Pairing
(s) : Wincest; CastielxDean
Warning (s) : slash, incest and sex with full-anyone who believes that he could not bear, please do not read; initially one-shot (and remains so for me) but divided into several chapters, never to fall on the keyboard.
Word count: 41. 998 * runs away to avoid being lynched *
Summary: Lucifer is risen, the apocalypse has already begun. Between trips to the edge of the faithful Impala, Angels, demons, ghosts of the past, crises and strong Winchester will have many problems to try to put things in place, with a little help. Will Sam and Dean to solve their problems? And most importantly, be able to win it in the final battle?
Fanart : here and here of
vahly . Notes: written before you even see or even imagine the fifth season, any similarities are definitely not wanted and if you find that you know, watching the weekly episodes, I was a little upset too. I think that will end up as Kripke, every now and then.
Title is taken from the last episode of the fourth set, then why is not mine.
Thanks: my wonderful beta,
faithina and p_will , for the immense work they have done and for the support-and for not killing me a shovel, of course. You are the best \u0026lt;33 Also thanks to
vahly for the beautiful fanart, and for appreciating the story \u0026lt;3 Enjoy!
C HAPTER 5
Castiel looks up at the sky that slowly gets darker. Run fast and black clouds, lightning began to illuminate a day, the cold is getting stronger.
-a bad sign-whispers, the gun tightly in his hand. Dean looks at him, following his eyes and realizes what he is referring.
-Daddy, this would be a good time to come, says quietly, so as not to be heard. John told him he would come, if only she needed him.
But her screams and her pleas were in vain, he never arrived. He called, he shouted his name to no longer air in the lungs, he begged him to get up to no longer have voice but no, John left him alone.
Maybe it really was just a hallucination due all'alcohol, maybe it was really just a dream. Maybe John is still rotting in Hell, maybe never coming back.
The breath condenses in small clouds as they advance, the cold penetrates through clothing to reach the bones, the sky is now completely black.
And then, behold, two white figures, almost luminous in the dark and gloomy atmosphere at the other end of the valley.
-Sam- Dean said in a whisper. Recognizes the tall and mighty, has seen it grow, is closely in his arms so many times that it would be impossible for him confused with someone else.
Castiel looks ahead and not talking. Forward almost like inertia, not even notice you are walking. All his senses are concentrated on the figures before him, there is no other at that time.
Time seems to pass ever. Advance, all four, with an almost maddening slowness. Dean wants to run, run by his brother, runs towards him and beat him then hug him and beat him again. He wants to kiss him, want to hear again his scent on the skin, his arms shaking him. Wants be punched up to no longer feel his hands, he wants to kick him until he bled. He wants to get lost in those fucking eyes, wants to tell him everything, all the evil that he did, he wants to tell him that since he left is nothing. He wants to slap and kiss the red skin, wants him for himself alone for an infinite time, wants to return.
noises come from somewhere behind them, and when he turns to look at Dean saw the men. Demons have taken possession of bodies of innocent people, demons who use them as if they were simple clothes. Demons that force them to be relegated to a corner of his mind, the demons that cause their suffering.
And the anger grows slowly, it becomes like a fire in the middle of his chest, a fire that broke out, a fire, which someone is pouring gasoline on a fire that seriously explode.
-Do not look at, go on-Castiel says, his face impassive as if he would return to the past. -Keep walking, they are not our problem-
-Ma must be stopped! - Dean yells. -And they may attack us! -
-They will not do, not what he wants-Castiel sure what that says. -It is much more subtle and insidious than you know, Dean. He wants meet. He wants to come face to face with us, does not want to destroy us immediately
-Castiel seems so calm and emotionless. Castiel appears to have returned to the Angel who has known Dean, his face is impassive, his eyes are fixed on Sam and Lucifer in front of them, they almost beat an eyelash.
And are there. Sam, nice with the white dress that lights up the face, and Lucifer with a beautiful, with long blond hair and a slender body.
-Castiel ... is a pleasure to see you again-tells Lucifer with a persuasive voice. Castiel's reserves his best grimace in disgust and unresponsive.
Dean looks at Sam without saying anything. Do not know what to say, do not know what to do. A thousand thoughts crowd the brain but he can not hear, there's only Sam now, he is the only important thing, always has been.
-Sam ... - murmured. -Sammy-Dean--
. Sam's voice is hard, not shaking, he manages to hide all the good feelings that are eating it up at this time. Joy to see him again, anxiety, fear of being judged again. Anger, like Dean because he knows his pockets and he knows that he will not believe him, that does not believe a word.
-Sam ... I am
-Do you remember me, Sammy? Do you remember having a brother who loves you with all his itself, which would give my life for you? Think so?
Dean's voice seems to plead. Only a massive effort prevented him from shaking it, just a strong will helped him to keep it steady and solid, albeit low and appealing.
-Sam-
Did you ever think during this period?
Sam unconsciously look for the man's hand to his side and holds it, only hold in that situation. Dean knows that it will hurt, he knows that he will suffer, he knows that considers him a monster. He does not want to trust, does not want to let go because he knows, feels , which will be betrayed again.
-I've been looking everywhere-
Look into my eyes now. Look into my eyes and tell me you did not think I even once.
-I did not want to be found-
Sam knows that Dean is begging him to return. The law in his eyes, sees him by his movements, his lips slightly parted, hands trembling a little.
-I do not want to return, Dean-Sam's voice lowers to a whisper and become Dean winces, as if struck by an invisible knife. Then he clenched his fists, his eyes still fixed on her, and her gaze while Sam gets tough hides his in his hand intertwined with that of the Angel. Then watch me spit-
-Dean. - Look into my eyes, have the courage to look at me and tell me your favorite stay where you are, and thank you very much stronger-
Lucifer holds his hand, eyes fixed on those of Castiel and half smile.
mozzarglisi Sam feels the breath in my throat, feels the same as if the earth shaking under your feet.
-explain-I just want to say. -I just want you to understand. You must understand, Dean, you have to do it. Lucifer ... he is not as it seems-
-Oh, no, he's just like appear-Dean looks at the blond man with contempt. -It 's just a dog motherfucker I'll do with out my hands-
-Dean, no! - Sam yells, shaking his head quickly. -Tu do not know. You do not know as I do, you do not even know why he did what he did not even know why it is back-
-I know it's a bastard who wants us all out, that is enough- Dean greenhouse lips, his fists, his jaw. Can not believe that Sam is really saying those things, can not believe they are really out of his mouth. That's not Sam, can not be Sam.
Sam would never say something like that, Sam would use the brain and to understand that the mess is only fooling the devil, using as a puppet in his hands. Sam would be able to see it for what it is, Tempting a bastard.
Castiel keeps his eyes fixed on those of Lucifer, is as still as a statue.
-you're just using it, Sam-said out loud to be heard. -He is following a plan and you're just a pawn to be moved at will-is-
only envious, Sammy, do not listen to him, Lucifer says in a voice sweet and caressing.
Sammy. That word echoes in my head of Dean's growing more and more volume to be deafening. Sammy. He called Sammy.
No one calls him Sammy, no one except him.
And Lucifer Sam turns to look with eyes full of what appears to admiration, what seems affection, and nods, and smiles, and Dean does not think he could handle it.
-Dean, do not you understand? - Says then. -He is here to put things right. He does not hate men, do not hate God She loved him and was expelled, he was sentenced to a punishment unjust. So it can tell you, Dean, please-tell-
? Its crap do not stick with me, Sam looks at Dean-Castiel
for a moment, look at his features distorted by pain and anger.
-Dean ... - murmured Sam. -Dean, please, do not do that-
Dean get the feeling, you know that hurt, who will know but Sam can not help it, can not keep them inside. The feeling on the tongue, the feel on the lips, the shape and feel free to air.
-I can not even look at you, Sam. I can not look into your eyes and recognize my brother -
Sam's eyes are glossy, the lips will hatch while the brain focuses on the words and gives them the right meaning.
-Dean, are always trying to say-I. One last time, a final test.
No, you're not, no more-
-Dean-voice breaks, he can no longer speak. Here it is, the proof he needed. He asked Dean to explain potergli, implored him to listen to him, asked him to understand. And he has not done so.
If you love him, if he really loved her would at least try. But Dean is just a stupid, selfish prick, Dean will not listen, does not accept the truth that is not his.
Lucifer's hand rests, sweet, on her shoulder with a little pressure. He is, he will remain at his side, he did not abandon him. He does not judge, is always ready to listen, to comfort him. The point is that he will be there.
-Dean-Castiel brings to its attention and shows him with his head, margins the valley. They are full of demons, getting closer.
Thunder rumbles overhead, strong. And the rain is falling.
-Sam-says while the rain washes them from head to foot. -There is no time for games. Choose: either me or them-
-Dean, you do not understand-
-I do not know what, Sam? - Is screaming. -What have you left me without even telling me? What you're gone to stay with that lousy Lucifer? I've cut out of your life and turned his back, what? What I do not understand? Tell me now, Sam. With me or against me-sorry-I-
Decided. He made his choice and carry it forward as ha sempre fatto. Ha fatto la sua scelta e gli ha detto addio per sempre.
-Dannazione, Sam!- urla all’improvviso Castiel. –Ma non capisci? Non capisci cosa sta cercando di fare, cosa è riuscito a fare? Ti ha messo contro tuo fratello, contro il sangue del tuo sangue! Datti una svegliata, togli quel cazzo di velo dagli occhi e guarda in faccia la realtà-
Sam non ha mai visto Cass urlare a quel modo –né parlare in modo così volgare. Non ha mai visto il suo viso così stravolto, così disperato; i suoi occhi non sono mai stati tanto angosciati e preoccupati, mai.
-Dean mi ha costretto click-to respond then. -Dean forced me, not Lucifer or anyone else. My brother, Castiel. The blood of my blood told me to choose between a man who was shown not to love me and another that showed that remain by my side-
Dean can not stand it, certainly can not bear to see him with , and not just because it is the Devil.
can not bear to see his eyes light up when they see, can not bear the thought that can really be comfortable with him.
A lightning rips the sky black, a flash that brings with it much more light in the sky.
-Well, I see that we have guests-ride Lucifer, bright eyes that light up. -Hi-
His voice is warm, hot, sweet, and Dean can not believe it. Dean can not believe that such a manipulative bastard managed to do the brainwashing her brother does not want to believe it.
-Lucifer, how long
Dean-not even once, he knows who owns the item.
- Centuries , Zechariah-meets Lucifer, friendly. Sam, at his side, seems agitated.
Everything was not planned, the Angels should not have been there. If you have arrived since there is not to speak or to take tea. If they got there, attack, and they will defend themselves. They have tacitly signed their declaration of war, but it was not supposed to be like.
Dean was only understand, no one else should have been caught. Sam and Dean, only two of them, face to face, no one else. Now
Sam realizes that there is no other way, he understands that the only way now is the war.
-I still remember the last time we saw each continuous-tone Zaccaria poisonous. -If I'm Michele was giving you so many kicks be sent to Hell-E-
you were still, on the sidelines, to guffaw-Lucifer replies, seriously. -In the rear, safe from everything, as you always did-you-
, dirty bastard-whistles the other Angelo, livid. -You pay for everything you did, you'll go to hell in one way or another
-on-one thing we agree-Dean says, his eyes fixed on those of Sam.
The demons at the edge of the valley are approaching, are worn behind Lucifer and remain silent, like an animal waiting to tend to ambush its prey.
Angels, Sam has never seen so many in his life, remain motionless and waiting for any move. The sky is always darkest, the increasingly loud thunder, the rain thickened.
thunder, much stronger than all previous ones, tearing through the sky and hell.
Sam does not understand how it happened, not known who attacked first, all I know is that angels and demons are fighting on the battlefield improvisation, each hit as hard as he can. There are screams, cries of pain, well-aimed blow, the earth seems to tremble. Big
-stop-watching begs the man at his side. Big-stop, we're not here to fight! -
I can not, Sam ... - Lucifer murmured, her eyes fixed on the Angels in front of him. I can not do anything now-
Dean does not move a step, does not want to move. Do not want to leave Sam alone with that being nasty, not again. This time, fight, fight to the end for the single most important thing in his life.
Castiel beside him, watching his brothers fight and tightens his lips. Even
Zacharias remained with them, perhaps too much concern about damage its nice dark suit to join the fray.
-I'll kill you, you ugly son of a bitch-Dean hisses. -I swear to God I will succeed, and be able to recover
-Sam-I swear to God, that's ridiculous-smiles Lucifer Sam's hand still in hers. "What makes you think God damn about what is going on here? What makes you think that will help you defeat me? Are you really sure you love your children as you say? -
-You should not even talk to him, should not even be appointed by the thought-barks Zaccaria, making some progress.
-Why defend him so much, that you you've never even seen? -
Lucifer's voice is hard, hard and cold, cruel. -He does not love us, Zechariah! He has left on our own and will not return
-speak-so just because you kicked him, intrudes Castiel. - Burn , is not it? -
Lucifer's eyes are limited to cracks in ice.
-This world would not have ruined so much if only he had loved, he says.
-Where 's God and men die? -
Castiel and Zachary turn toward Sam with wide eyes.
-because it makes them suffer in this way, if you love them so much? - Sam's eyes fill with tears of sadness and yes, even a little 'anger. Why? Why did not prevent this?! -
-All 'man has been granted the privilege to decide on his life, Sam-Castiel on the tip of his blue eyes. -He and he alone is master of its own destiny! God has left the choice can not change what the man decides to do-
"Then just let it be destroyed by his own hands, Sam's voice has a slight sarcastic nuance that makes the thin eyes to Zechariah. -A good father to his son to prevent such a thing. A good father would tell you what to do, would put him in the right direction! -
-When ever you have the following choices our father, huh? When did you ever listen to him and have not made your head? When you ever thought what he said was for you, just for your own good? It's going to make you believe his bullshit, Sam? Are you really sure of what you say? - Dean screams over the noise of battle and thunder. Sam looks at him, hard and a little 'hurt by those words.
I do not believe that it is capable of thinking with my head, Dean? -
-No, I just that if there is someone strong enough to make you drink his nonsense there in full-face helmets
-Enough! - Sam yells. -Stop treating me like a child, stop thinking that I can not take care of myself. Stop acting as if I had five, and especially stop act like you're Dad -
Castiel takes a second to scrutinize the face of Dean but now back to Lucifer. He knows that the bastard is plotting something, I can see it in his face. They see in her smile, sees it in the glint of his eyes, shines through its quiet and relaxed air.
-I have to also put up two little boys arguing mumbles-Zachary, looking away from the two brothers.
He looks around. The blood of the wounds, angelic or demonic, is everywhere. He knows that the battle has just begun, he also knows that it is probably just one of many.
know that God is not with them. He knows he has abandoned them without thinking twice, and though the power in his hands he had a sweet taste is afraid now. Now it should touch him to direct all to tell others what to do or not do the Angels-while many more who have turned their backs to those who are still with him.
is his choice now. It is he who must decide when it will all end.
-What is it, Zacky, the responsibilities are too many and it is time to retreat? - Lucifer mocks him, Sam is too busy arguing with Dean to pay attention.
-You're just a dirty bastard-Zacharias answered between his teeth. -I swear-
Yes, yes, I will return to hell and blah blah blah-Angel says approaching and leaving Sam to his argument. -You know what? You're wrong. I will not return in the filthy sewer, not when I have the world at my disposal-
His voice is so low that only Zechariah in the midst of this din, I can hear. Zechariah and Castiel.
I knew there was a plan behind, he knew that Lucifer was intended only to reach his goals. He knew that Sam was just a pawn, he knew they were all lies. After all, Lucifer was not always so. Selfish, conceited, self-centered to the limits of the impossible. He only ever thought to himself, never anyone else. The leopard, they say humans.
-Dean, you must listen-
Sam wants to try again. Sam can not bear that his brother is such a stubborn, unwilling to lose him, not now that he knows that everything will be fixed.
The rain falls, strong, rigandolo Dean's face as tears-of tears and maybe there are not really. Hurting pretty damn good to have Sam there in front of him and not be able to tell him, do not get into their heads that there is nothing good in the words of Lucifer.
-God, Sam, why do you insist to go ahead with this? - Screams to drown the noise of thunder and battle. "Why do not you know it's all wrong, that he is wrong?! -
Sam shakes his head as the tears mixed with cold rain and cloud the view.
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-Do it, Sam! - Lucifer screams behind him. -You must do this or we will hunt! Do not leave us in peace until we have finished! -
Lucifer seems desperate and frightened, and convinced that Dean really could render their lives impossible, which could haunt them until ... to kill them. But what is his brother, that's Dean, the Dean he grew up with, the same Dean who embraced him when the nightmares the night prevented him from sleeping. The same Dean who kissed his lips and whispered that everything would be fine.
And Dean laughs. Ride forte, throat, throwing her head back, arms abandoned in hand. She laughs and then looks at him, while his serious look back gradually.
-Do it, Sam-said opening his arms and showing off his chest. -If I die I want it for your hand. I want you to open fire-
-Dean-
-You are my life, Sam-Dean lips turn into a sad smile. -All my life, my world without you is meaningless. And if I continue to live sapendoti somewhere with him, then you better get it over now. Shoot-
Sam does not want to do it. Do not want to kill the only person who ever loved, his brother, the blood of his blood, his companion life.
-Sam-
That voice. The voice that raised him, frightened, angry, made me happy, made angry. The voice that shouted against sbattesse before the door and let her back, that voice that has been lacking, which was happy to suffer, which left him too soon.
-Dad? -
wearing the same clothes as always, the usual jacket, the same old jeans. It has the same beard a bit 'uneducated and live in your eyes the same bright light that he had when he returned victorious from a hunt. Must be a dream, can not be true. John is dead, is dead, and will not return.
The screams of Lucifer are in his ears muffled, almost does not hear. He does not understand the words, exhortations, no. His eyes are fixed on those of John, in those so familiar to John, and it is incredible. What is his father, knows the feeling. Even the battle becomes insignificant now. Angels, demons, they collide as well.
Dean looks and their father does not speak. She looks at him with shining eyes, his arms still spread wide waiting for a shot that does not seem to get, that will not come.
Sam can not. What a pathetic little scene-
-
Sam turns to look at him and sees him snort, irritated and annoyed. The white dress is stained with rain and dust rising from the ground, the hair is no longer smooth and perfect but messed up and ruined. The eyes are as cold as ice blades, do not have that warmth that Sam has come to know and appreciate.
-will not let you hurt my kids, bitch-John says menacingly approaching the Fallen Angel.
-Pathetic, really pathetic-looking at the puffs. -Do you think that you will stop me, John Winchester? You're just a soul escaped from Hell, you can not anything against me. Sam is mine, I was given to his own will belong to me. And Dean ... that son so profligate, so wrong. His soul is bound to me and I will be granted in one way or another-
Sam looks at him and does not understand, it looks nice and does not recognize the man who brought comfort and warmth, and looks Everything is so wrong
.
everything happens in a split second. Lucifer extends a hand in the direction of Dean, thunder rumbles in the sky, John will throw at him, lightning illuminates the black scene, Sam runs, Dean opens his eyes and starts to move, but it's late, too late.
A thud, a body falling on the ground cold and wet, the rain always relentless, cold, pain, tears.
-Dean ... - a weak voice, shortness of breath.
-Sam, Sam I am here-Dean whispers in her ear. The holding his head, holds him in her arms, and God, no, please, no.
-Dad ... -
-Shush, do not talk, Sammy-
Rain, rain and tears merge and become one thing, burning eyes, cheeks, heart burn.
Sam's eyes narrowed but also so she can see the distinct outline of his brother. That usually leather jacket, one of the many worn-shirts. The necklace that he gave him many years before. The ports-
still ... -
Dean follows Sam's eyes on his chest until you find that old charm and a smile is formed, fleeting, on his lips.
-Always-whispers. "But is' Shut up, idiot. Save your breath, you're better-
-I did not do this to you, Dean ... you're my brother, I did not want to hurt you so-Sam whispers interspersed the words of coughing. -I should give you straight, as always. But apparently they are too a dickhead for doing so, I've always been a jerk, e-
-Sam, Sammy, shush-Dean hugs him stronger, now also burns the throat. -Do not tell, do not tell either. Here the cock is me, remember? I've always been me, you were always the smart one-
Sam tries to smile but can only grimace in pain. It hurts everything, can not even move.
But Dean is there with him, this is important. Dean is there, nothing else matters.
Lucifer, his father, the war ... it is completely unnecessary now. As you feel your life slipping away, slowly and inexorably, the only thing that matters is Dean.
-Forgive-whispers with fatigue. -Please ... -
-Sam, please do not speak-the Dean makes a bit 'stronger. -We will find a way to make you feel better, please
-Sam shakes his head slowly and Dean feels \u0026lt;i> lost \u0026lt;/ i>. In one the world's second collapsed on him with all her weight, forced him to bow to drop, without finding the strength to get back on their feet.
laughter comes to the ears, cold, bastard.
He turns, his eyes clouded by a veil of rain, tears and pain, and felt something burning inside with an unprecedented power.
His father, his eyes wide, is still in front of him. Someone else is laughing.
Dean approaches the face of Sam, the tip in his eyes and pressed his lips tight against those cold of her brother. Serra's eyes as Sam's lips unfold, shaking stronger grip before returning to him with a promise.
-Dean-begs, begs him to stay with him even though he knows he will not. Dean smiled briefly while caressing her face.
-I love you, Sam. Forever-
I'll love you until my life, until this fucking heart will go on ...
He stands, looks at his father telling him all this in silence that does not have the strength to say aloud.
long as my body will continue to breathe, until the end of everything ...
See the devil in the face and not afraid. She looks into my eyes and all they can think of is that the son of a bitch took away the most important person in his life.
-Time to re-send you to Hell, asshole-
I swear to you, Sam.
Lucifer laughs, laughs deeply, that whole situation is really hilarious.
Look at that little man who, at a distance, with the faces and make sure he is still more laugh. It is so convinced he can do it, is so confident that he will beat him ... poor little man. None of them is, in truth, who knows what brilliant mind but that guy is pretty stupid even for everyone else. No man would ever think to go against him, no one would ever think of starting points but he did. Man is a curious animal.
greenhouse Dean's jaw and fists on the pistol grip. He knows that those are just toys for Satan, knows that they will barely tickle but at least groped. For Sam, for all that Sam is, for all that he holds, for the world to the land that seems to go to hell each day but will rise again. For
Castiel, who willy-nilly will be part of this world to give him a secure life, and without prejudice, and without the Apocalypse to destroy it, to give him the confidence of a better world.
For John, Mary, Bobby, for all those who have struggled with all her strength to fight evil, for all those who have believed, for those who hoped, for those who have given their lives.
Something in her bosom warms up, just to center and continues to warm up, getting stronger. Begins to burn, burn, burn, and it almost hurts, burns and expands, stretching the arms, chest, legs. He feels right at the tip of your fingers, feel it everywhere, strong, powerful.
moves a step forward, a step that brings him closer to the devil, and is not afraid. Put one foot forward the other, fists and open their arms fall to the ground with a thud. A lightning rips the sky lighting up, another step, a new determination.
The laughter fades and the glow, faint at first, then grows louder and louder, more and more bright, illuminating the air around him.
The sound of battle in his ears suddenly fades, as if someone had pressed the button to remove the volume, and there is nothing left. Only the light. Warm light, light within him, the light that emanates from his body, light all around, and light enough.
Lucifer extends a hand, but Dean is not afraid. Moves the arm to parry the shot as invisible and somebody, somewhere around there, is struck by the wave evil. Lucifer stares at him intensely, he tries again. Dean feels the power struggle with his own hand, bad energy, feel the bounce back and end up somewhere.
One step after another, another, another, the distance is halved, and now can see the fear in his eyes, doubt, confusion, increasingly, everything. The spark of security shaken, his lips tight, the arm moving again.
Light from above, which is connected to the light within him, an explosion of light everywhere, which lights up the valley.
And the voice.
-you can not beat
-Castiel turns, looks on from afar, heard those words echoing in his head, and his voice, that voice.
Turn your back to the demon with whom he was fighting and starts running, fast. No.
Dean's body is surrounded by light, His face is calm and relaxed, is quiet, almost without emotion. It has no weapons in hand, only a great light that surrounds him, who lives in him and for him, an eternal light and endless.
-You can not continue to hurt, Lucifer
light that comes from his fingers, the light that comes out of his mouth, light filled his eyes.
-Tu, the One Who Brings the Light, will continue to bring only darkness? -
It's late, maybe it's too late, and he is too far, will not make it. Words that imploding is speaking in the head as if they had been amplified, as if we had the volume up.
Help him
has been taken, Chuck has been taken. That's why I can now hear her voice from miles away, that's why listening to his words as if he was simply next.
not have it done.
Run
legs hurt, my stomach is a prey to spasms, but must do it all the burn, has to come from him before it's too late.
-Tu! - The Devil spits through his teeth. -How can you say that when you first have you thrown out! How can you talk about my mistakes without thinking about yours?! -
Dean makes another pitch. Your selfishness
- and the evil you have done your hunt, Lucifer says, calm, deep voice. You and only you were the architect of your destiny-
find an excuse-it's easier than admitting the truth-the Devil shouting, laughing. -It is easier to forget that all I wanted was to know -
The sky is always darkest, lightning and thunder ever stronger, harder and harder the battle, but neither man seems care.
-You wanted to compare thee to thy father, and he wanted to show you better than your sin been punished. Similarly, you have believed the best of men and their world, have considered them inferior and unworthy, they have corrupted by fraud, you brought them bad and they have enjoyed. You sin and you will be punished-
-Your loved ones were corrupt human without my help-Lucifer replies, angrily. -Evil was already within them, I just found a way to get it out-just-now-
runs, runs despite his legs threatening to give in to every passing second, despite running the lungs burn and l & rsquo ; air seems to be missing, he runs because he must do, must arrive on time.
runs even if the time has now expired, is close but not quite as Dean raises a hand to Lucifer, footsteps, feet, but too late. Too late.
The light explodes inside him, and explodes out from all the demons screaming in pain. Explodes in the sky and the earth, exploding in the air we breathe, it explodes inside each of them.
explodes in the eye of Lucifer who tries to cover herself with her arms, her body explodes in trying by all means to defend themselves, it explodes in his hands that is stripped, it explodes inside him and outside. Envelops every thing, every body, every soul, every clod of earth, every stone, every speck of dust, every molecule.
Dean felt his heart beat crazy, beats faster than it should be allowed, and it seems to break beats, and while the light completely surrounding a word crosses his mind.
Sam.
The light is so strong that I could not bear it. It is so bright, so bright, so warm. Gives a sense of security but is also afraid, now, while a cold shiver runs through the body. The light heats it, does it go to fire, but the thrill remains and along the back while everything around him is invisible and insignificant.
extends a hand up, and searched and searched but meets only hard ground, but look for Sam's skin is too far, look for and continues to look as the light begins to fade, look for the one thing I want to see now are the eyes of her brother, searched and searched desperately because basically \u0026lt;i> feels \u0026lt;/ i> that this is the end, and at the end of all the only thing he needs is Sam.
Darkness advances along with the cold and something ends up on him, pulls him, touches him, touches his throat.
Sam ... And it's all dark. You over.
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BBI: [Fanfiction]Lucifer Rising -Capitolo quarto
Title: Lucifer Rising
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: NC17 Pairing
(s) : Wincest; CastielxDean
Warning (s) : slash, incest and sex with full-anyone who believes that he could not bear to read-please do not, initially one-shot (and remains so for me) but divided into several chapters, never to collapse on the keyboard.
Word count: 41. 998 * runs away to avoid being lynched *
Summary: Lucifer is risen, the Apocalypse has already begun. Between trips to the edge of the faithful Impala, Angels, demons, ghosts of the past, many problems and the severe crisis Winchester will try to put things in place, with a little help. Will Sam and Dean to solve their problems? And most importantly, be able to win it in the final battle?
Fanart : here and here of vahly .
Notes: written before you even see or even imagine the fifth season, any similarities are definitely not wanted and if you find that you know, watching the weekly episodes, I was a little upset too. I think that will end up as Kripke, every now and then.
The title is taken from the last episode of the fourth set, then why is not mine.
Thanks: my wonderful beta, faithina and p_will , for the immense work they have done and for the support-and for not killing me a shovel, of course. You are the best \u0026lt;33
Also thanks to vahly for the beautiful fanart, and for appreciating the story \u0026lt;3
Enjoy!
Chapter 4
The smell of rain in the air fills the nostrils, fills your lungs as you inhale the strong and the gray of the sky is reflected in her eyes off that green fade even more opaque, the sun seems to hide and not to find more.
Dean remains motionless on the porch of the motel to set the sky that seems to understand it, the sky seems to be sad for him, and he does not want to stop.
not want to move, to move a single muscle, or to speak. He just wants to go back, go back to the days when he and Sam were really united, going back to the normal hunting.
He also wants Sam to get back with him, but that is a desire to even try to hide himself.
not want to think about it, would not want to think about his or his brother have gone without saying anything like a coward, would not like to think that emptiness inside that door that day and that seems to devour it slowly.
but would not do it, and curses for this; you think about it because he curses will not solve anything, will not bring Sam to him, will not disappear that dull ache in the middle of the chest, never.
Would you just forget. Would like to take all that pain dick, put it in a box and locked up somewhere.
A box full of sadness, the hopes are broken every day, a box full of his stupid illusions to review Sam, a box that can lock up the memories, good and bad.
that includes all the pictures of him and Sam at the time trapped in his mind, which retains all the love and devotion, and feeling, and fears, and every single little thing they spent together and helped to make them what they are today.
A box big, huge, that it can keep all the passed along to the emotions that are devastating, it can collect and keep him away Sam.
-You can never put it away, Dean-
She turns, slowly. He knows that voice, he knows so well that it is hard to believe to be able to repeat.
-Great, now well-visions drunk says, sarcastically, attaching the neck of the bottle of whiskey and throwing down a long drink.
-not for the hangover, Dean-
Another sip can not hurt. Drunk to drunk, you better get it right. And a good weight, too. -You must believe me-
Dean at this point, does not understand anything. Throws a shot that goes in the bottle shattering against the ground and his eyes are reduced to angry slits.
-Whoever you are, or want to see you leave before you return any fuck in hell! -
The other laughs, amused.
-Ah, no. I have pulled away from that place, I'm not going to come back, he says, raising a corner of his mouth into a smile, half bitter, half relieved.
-Listen, dickhead, I told you-
-Do not talk like that, the boy- his thundering voice becomes serious. -Do not you dare disrespect. Remember that you're talking to your father-
Dean, after a moment of stunned silence, seems to recover and bursts into laughter.
-Lucifer? It is you, is not it, ugly son of a bitch? - Says, laughing again. -Your tricks will not work with me, I will not rub-
When it hits him smack in the face feels like Dean stunned. It brings a hand to his cheek and touching the skin red and tingling in disbelief. One of those blows that he used to peck the first year, it seems the same. The hand looks the same, every call, every wrinkle, every little crease. But it can not be true, come on, is seriously impossible.
-Have you pulled out, they did with me-
Dean looks at him. Those eyes, her face so familiar, that hair, even my clothes, every mark on his face seems to be the same, the same is her voice. Really perfect imitation, no doubt about it.
-Dean, it's me, "said John, slowly, looking him straight in the eye. -I am really, believe me-
When Dean's pours the bottle of holy water that always brings back nothing happens. No pain, no screams, nothing.
silver, silver is used.
-You can stab me if you want, but will not help, says John coming up to him.
-You're not my father, my father died, my father rots in hell and the mess of non-
-I'm back, Dean-John's voice is sweet and sad at the same time. -I am the same father who has put a gun in his hand when he was only eight years. Have the same father who left you in that motel to take care of your brother, for days and days. Have the same father who taught you to hunt, you took care of the wounds that made you become who you are just to make sure that you knew to defend yourself. I-am-
Then prove it, Dean said in a hard voice, taking a step back.
John sighs softly. -After entering into that room that night , I've beaten till you pass out and I was away for days. When I came back we had a fight, we came to blows. I'm the one scar on his left side. It was my fault that Sam is gone, my fault and my rejection of my volervi not accept despite everything-
A small tear drops fast in the face of John while he does nothing to drive it away. It's okay to chase away the remorse, regrets, the pain. He knows that it deserves, you know you deserve even worse for having turned his back to her children.
-Dad ...? - Dean's voice trembles as pictures of the night that come to mind, sharp. He and Sam on the bed of seedy motels, their moans, their bodies naked and sweaty and panting. The door opened, light entering the shock on the face of his father.
The screams, the attempted explanations, apologies, hands on, the beatings, the bruises. The door slammed, the Impala set in motion, the wheels scraped the asphalt. The darkness that was advancing inexorably, to swallow it completely.
The awakening, the pain in every corner of the body, Sam.
Fear, being the arms of Sam, skin against skin. Eye to eye, whispered the words, the comfort that they could not carry. The tremor, cold, cold soul, the feeling of being completely wrong , the desire to no longer feel anything .
pain.
John nods, slowly, and finally does the right thing, he opens his arms to her son that it is not wrong, then that child is simply son, who is always loved, which must be protected even with their lives.
Dean let his father's arms wrap so familiar with the smell and never disappeared. Let the tears flow, let the pain take shape and come out finally out, let it flow freely and not fear retention. Let the weight bearing on his shoulders to move even a little 'over those of John so little to alleviate it.
John hugs him and says nothing, hugs him and cries, hugs him and slowly starts to really live.
-I am here, Dean, I'm here, then murmured, kissing his head as he did when he was just a child. As he stopped doing too soon without realizing what it meant.
-It's my fault, it's just my fault that he's gone ... - Dean mumbles against his shoulder.
-Shush ... not your fault, son, you got to do-not-
I feel like dying without him, Dean's voice lowers to a whisper become inaudible. -I am nothing without him-John holds
lips and says nothing. Try to rein in the tears, keep them hidden behind his eyes even though it's hard, tries to stop his heart to bleed even though she knows she can do it. The pain of his son is his, would do anything to stop him suffer, if only he could he would do, but there's nothing he can say or do to remove that burden from the heart of Dean. Dean remains
some other time embraced him, looking for comfort, looking for love, looking for help. Then comes together, wipes his face with the sleeve of his shirt and takes a deep breath. Raise your head, proud and fierce as ever state, and looks at him with those eyes too hard for a young man like him.
-What happened? - Asks. John sighs.
-I pulled out-he says softly. -I do not know who was doing it, even if I have a vague idea ... nothing to worry about when you should-
his son's face reflects all the questions that fill her head, but Dean is silent and nods, as has always done. You have to find
-Sam-John says, softly, knowing what pain those words to be able to feed. But must say, it should do, is the only solution.
-I do not know where he is. He made his tracks, I can not find his phone, I can not find whether he rented a room in a motel fuck, I can not find nothing at all! -
-Dean, calm down, stop the John steady voice. -I will try it too. We will put this country upside down, if necessary, but I swear I'll find him-
-Nothing-But-"but." I told you that we will find it and do it-John's sweetly rests a hand on his shoulder. -I'll be back soon, I promise-
Dean is going to argue, no doubt with a huge NO, but John stops him with a single gesture of the head.
-Continue to look for-Dean says. -Continue and never stop. I'll be back, I swear on the I hold most dear-dad-
-But-I know someone who could help me, but it could take time-
-Well, I'm with you
-determination in the face of Dean is strong and for a moment, John is left overwhelmed by the pride he feels for his son. He has the determination of his mother, the very same desire not to let it go. He
his stubbornness, his head lasts longer than that of a mule. He has a passion for Mary, the same fire that burned inside her now is reflected in his green eyes.
No, "he says, almost grudgingly. -Will not you come with me, Dean. You have to stay and go on your way. Simply call quando avrai bisogno, io sentirò-
Dean sta per ribattere con un altro “ma” quando John sparisce, all’improvviso.
Si guarda intorno: il portico è vuoto, di lui non c’è traccia. È scomparso nel nulla in meno di un battito di ciglia, lo ha mollato lì, da solo.
-Papà!- urla, urla più forte che può, urla fino a non aver più aria nei polmoni ma è tutto inutile, John non sta ritornando da lui.
Pensare che fosse stata solo un’allucinazione è quasi semplice, è l’idea more sensible, were it not for the fact that the heard his father's body, solid, real. Embraced him, damn it, John was with him.
Maybe he's mad. Maybe he's just crazy.
#
There is no sign of Sam. Nowhere.
Dean is always quieter and darker, his eyes lost their color and are dull, dull. Her lips are narrow and hard in a thin line that stretches ever. His whole face is transfigured, so different from Dean before.
Castiel does not know how to behave. He does not know whether to talk or not, does not know what to say, can not hardly look at him: seeing him in that state is too much even for him.
After that night everything seems to be even more unbearable. Dean looks at him, even accidentally crosses his eyes, and speaks to him, not one, single word.
Castiel feels his pain. The pain for having let him go because he had almost given vent to someone who had nothing to do, the pain of having unleashed the desperation and the need for Sam to him, the pain for having done such a thing. The pain of having betrayed Sam.
Dean is afraid to even look at him and Castiel feel that you broke something, that affection that linked Dean to him is probably failing and will not, damn, that Dean does not want to cut it out as well. He does not want, does not allege that Dean loves him, he must understand it. Dean does not want the face as if he were invisible, does not want you avoid.
He just wants you to know that he will not go away. Who understands that will always be by his side until the end. The
remains close in silence, hoping that Dean understands, hoping to talk to him.
-I saw my father-
That sentence thrown out almost by accident after days of silence startles Castiel.
John Winchester is dead. John Winchester is in Hell. But
-Dean,
-is-not, huh? I thought so I-you paint a face on the dark face. -It was him, Cass. I'm sure-as-
? -
-Ha ... he said something that only he could have known. Something that nobody but me, Sam, and he might know-
Dean's voice breaks and he remains silent, drinking yet another glass of alcohol. Castiel's approaches, kneels in front of him and tries his eye.
-Dean, he could be
-A-trap. Lucifer. A demon, whatever, I know, Dean looks up and finally looks at him. "But it was him. Someone pulled me out of Hell and is now back-
-Have you been the only exception for centuries, millennia-Castiel says plan. -Why would they bring him back? -
-For the same reason that brought me back, maybe! - Dean screams and jumps up, nervous and desperate. He began to walk up and down the room, Castiel silently in a corner.
-Sam wants you find. He wants to do it back-
Dean whispers almost afraid to pronounce those words. When he lifts his face and looks at Castiel again sees the fire in his eyes, sees the determination that so admires, he sees that spark of hope and strength that has never been completely extinguished.
Castiel returns the gaze, property.
Dean is sure that this was his father, Dean almost never wrong. Dean has an infallible instinct and if you think that was really John Winchester then it was. And if
Dean, strong words of his father, decided to continue fighting until the end he did not abandon him. The
-find-
#
Come, Sam, do a walk-
Lucifer pulls gently by the arm and Sam followed him without protest. He does not know exactly how long it is with him, maybe days, maybe weeks. He can not say for sure.
The only thing I know is that he likes being there. There quiet, the quiet that he wanted all his life. When he gets up to the chirping of birds, accepted his awakening, when she walks through the garden the whole nature seems to sing and rejoice, when speaking with Lucifer the world takes on a different taste, sweeter.
Dean lacks. Dean's missing a lot but damn, slowly, Sam is accustomed to something that is no longer in his chest, something that does not oppress him nor makes her happy, no more. Because his relationship with Dean is. The thought of his brother has always made him happy, he's always made his heart beat a thousand; the thought of what they are, together, is like a boulder on his chest that oppresses him and prevent him from breathing. Feel wrong, feel dirty inside, knowing that the whole world would condemn them in the blink of an eye ... sometimes too much to bear, it is sometimes too heavy, too painful, just too.
The distance from Dean allowed him to rediscover himself. Allowed him to look within, to think, to find its space, to understand ... and Sam is beautiful.
-Today I want to show you something, says Lucifer distracting from the thread of his thoughts. Sam nodded, curious.
-Vieni con me- l’Angelo Caduto gli poggia delicatamente la mano sul braccio e quando si volta Sam scopre di non essere più nel giardino.
-Dove siamo?- chiede guardandosi intorno. È una città completamente devastata. Le vetrine dei negozi sono in pezzi, ogni porta è stata scassinata, c’è del vetro per terra; macchine rotte con gli allarmi che suonano all’impazzata, persino del fumo da qualche parte.
Lucifero sospira, grave.
-È solo una città come tante, Sam- dice piano guidandolo attraverso macerie e distruzione. –È una città in cui la polizia can not control crime, is a city where men are much more evil than good men. It is a city torn by grief, theft, murder-
Sam opens his eyes in disbelief. He has never seen anything like it.
-But it can not be ... anyway -
-Your eyes can see it very well, "continues Lucifer Sam. -It is real. The suffering, the pain ... it is all real-
-Why did you bring me here? - Sam then asks, horrified and devastated at the same time. Lucifer holds a little 'grip on his arm and his face relaxes into a sad smile.
-Because I want you to know-
Sam looks around and is yet another place. The street full of rubble and destruction has disappeared, giving way to a small dimly lit room. A person is lying on the bed under the window while another is bent at her side, the pain visible on his face.
-His son was hit by a sudden disease, says Angel. -He has only ten years ... -
Sam watches the child's face lying on the bed, almost like a pale corpse. Watch her face streaked with tears and pain, feel that pain oppress.
-Come-Lucifer whispers noticing his expression shocked.
Sam closes his eyes when he opens them and finds himself on the road again. There are some people, a man running and another behind him, pulls a gun. Sam ago to move but before he can make even one step of the shot noise fills the ears. The man falls to the ground with a cry, the asphalt is stained red with his blood.
-God ... I should ... -
surrounds Lucifer's shoulders. -You could not have done anything, Sam. We're just spectators in this place of evil and pain, there is nothing we can do-
Sam feels her eyes burn with anger and fear.
-Take me away-Lucifer almost growls and running. This was reported in that garden, which excludes the entire world, brings him back in that little oasis where evil and suffering do not exist.
Why? - Then asks Sam. Lucifer sighed heavily before looking in his eyes and respond.
-Why? Why does God not prevent this, Sam? Evil, pain, suffering ... why? Because it allows his children to suffer like this? -
-Why did you bring me here? -
-Because I want you to reflect, plan-meets Lucifer Sam, a light in the sad blue eyes. -Because I want to ask yourself the questions, as well as I do. Because I want you to tell me if a loving father and compassionate should allow this-
Sam shakes his head slowly, he witnessed the scene shortly before are still occurring, sharp, in his head.
-Where 's God, Sam? Where? Why does he allow this to happen? Why does not descend to Earth to save his children? -
Sam does not know. Do not know why God has abandoned them, can not understand. Since always the man is guilty of atrocities and barbarism ... where was God?
course, has left man free will, good excuse for everything. But what is the sense of free will when it all goes to hell? What is the point when man's free will to hurt his fellow man when he kills, rapes, robbery, wounding?
Where is God? Why is not ready to alleviate the suffering of her children when they need it, like a father to do? Why not reward the righteous and punishes the wicked, as it should do?
Humanity will never have peace, the man will never be right, if there is someone to guide them.
-This is why I came back, Lucifer Sam says softly. "Why man should not suffer any more so, because there may be someone to show the right path. And I need you, I need your help to do so-
-How come I can help, me? - Sam asks, unable to understand. "I am just a man, I have nothing special-
Lucifer smiles sweetly. -You are the strongest man there is on this Earth, Sam. You you are the right man, you're the only one worthy to stand beside me-
-I am not fair, not fair at all. I made many mistakes in my life. I fought and killed, I hurt, I'm not a saint-
-I do not need saints-Lucifer Sam looks into his eyes always with a smile. -This is your redemption. You can make amends for your sins, you can start again. It is a new opportunity, a new life. Accept it, Sam. Accept it and help me to bring this world to the right path-
Sam looks at him without saying anything.
Redemption. Redemption from their sins, have the opportunity to start from scratch, be a different person. The only thing that could make him feel good, the only one who has ever wanted. Only he never thought that it would offer it to Lucifer.
-Be my prince, my sweet prince sad-eyed-
really was the princess, whose eyes were sad (Soraya NDA) - Sam laughs, trying to ease the tension of that crucial moment. Lucifer smiles, amused.
Yes, but it's nothing compared to you-
Sam smiles, smiles sincerely, smiling with his eyes and heart. Angel eyes alone fail to relieve the weight on his chest, his words the cradle and make him feel important, his hands keep it safe. Perhaps, finally, found someone who can appreciate it fully, without judging, without condemning.
So why leave?
#
The sky is gray, thick clouds. The dense rain falls, the drops crashing loudly on the ground while the thunder roar, powerful.
Dean looks out the window of the rented room, watching the gray sky for some time without getting tired. Everything relaxes. There are people who hate the rain, the dark sky, people who this time brings anxiety, but not him. He has only to look at the dark clouds to feel raised in a certain way, just hear the loud noise of the rain to feel good, quiet.
-If ... if we were to do it-the voice of low Castiel comes to his ears. "If we were to arrive alive at the end of all, if we were to win ... what would you do? -
Dean shrugs, his eyes always to the sky. -I do not know. I think ... I think I would take a break, time for me without demons or other-
A sad smile's pursed lips as the angel sitting next to him, tense.
-not be you. You would not have Dean Winchester, you would have peace, I could not live like that. You can not escape from what you are, Dean. And even if you try, you'll find yourself be driven by your true self, from predator to prey-Castiel says softly. Dean might take it badly, especially since his character in that last period, but he can not just shut your mouth. Can not remain silent, no longer wants to do it. Dean has left enough time to recover, let alone, he has never been enforced since Sam left them.
can no longer endure the days spent in the most dense and heavy silence, can not do it. Dean needs, needs of the old Dean. The Dean was a joke after the other, he could not stay serious even when the situation demanded it, which addressed everything from the Dean with a grin on his lips. That Dean. You're delirious
-
-tone is not quite like that of a time, the eyes do not shine and the grin on your face do not apply, however ... but that's something. Castiel hides a small, small smile and looks at him.
-I am not delusional, idiot-she says quietly. Dean turns to look at him a moment.
-course, and I'm Santa Claus. " He shakes his head back and looking at the sky gray and gloomy.
-Dean, I'm serious-
-What about you instead? - Dean quickly change the subject of debate. Do not want to think about what will happen in the future, do not even know if he has a future. Does not want to think about how to live his life, does not want to think about the fact that, probably, must live alone.
-If we were to make it go back to your buddies or what? - Castiel
now is to turn our eyes to heaven. His eyes seem sad, vaguely desperate and lost decisively.
-No-blowing. -I will never return-
-Come on, the desire to get out of the will, sooner or later, Dean said with a light tone. While watching the Angel, however, so easily becomes out of place. Castiel is lost, not Castiel returns with the other angels. He has always lived in heaven, he knew no other life than that ... what will you do?
-I think I need to get a job like any other person-Cass says with a wry smile. Also, we are able to do it, of course-
-Cass ... -
-I'll make the cut-Castiel turned briefly to look at him. -I spent so much time looking at the humans who think I've figured out how they are made. Will I be able to integrate non-
Dean's words. If he were to Castiel place, having to lose his whole world does not know what could be done. Do not know if could handle it, so radically change his life. But Castiel can not do it, it's impossible, really.
-you're an angel, you go back there-she says quietly. Castiel continues to look out and not responding, and that silence is heavier than any words. Dean felt like a weight on his chest, as something that prevents it at the moment to breathe and do not even know why.
-Cass, you're an angel-repeated, looking her eye. But Castiel not once, not answered, not moving an inch. Dean takes strong shoulder, forcing him to watch it. Is reflected in the blue of her eyes and waits for a response that seems to never arrive.
-Cass-
are half-human, Dean-
Angel The whisper comes on strong as his ears and screams Dean remains motionless for a moment. All that makes no sense, no damn sense, is impossible.
Castiel smiled sadly. -I cheated, I cheated on my brother, I have betrayed my father. I preferred to stay on this earth to fight this war rather than stand by and watch from afar. I changed
-Dean's eyes are wide open. Filled with uncertainty, fear, disbelief. I'm losing
-Grace, Dean-Castiel whispered looking him straight in the eye. -I am losing my powers. I'm gaining in return the feelings, any feelings of you people, your every need, every-thing-
But if you stripped away the Grace should reincarnated as Anna. You need to start from scratch without remembering, you should-
-Dean, I'm losing the grace-says Angel with a sad grimace. Is not that how it was for Anna, no one is ripping me off. The'm just losing, I am humanizing -
Dean lowered his arms, his eyes still wide open. It is impossible, a thing like this can not happen. The Angels do not become human, as if simply changing the skin, non-
-It's okay, really-Castiel returns to watch the rain. Okay-so-
-How-
-All 'beginning-I did not understand the angel smiles, eyes turned to days gone by. -I did not understand what was happening to me, was strange. I could hear things that I could not explain, I felt different, I was confused. I did not understand that close to the stomach, I did not understand the warmth, or pain. It took me time to realize, and also the help of someone-
-The Trickster ... - Dean mutters, thinking the day when he found Cass on the roadside. Looking back on his words, her "opened my eyes." He thought they were disconnected phrases that Cass was tired or whatever.
-What did he do? - Calls for tightening their fists.
-I did live many bad days when I was faced with all these new sensations-the angel answered softly. -It opened my eyes and it is thanks to him that I understood what was going
-Cass-I swear-that-
not know, Dean? - Castiel smiled. -I was not hurt. He helped -
-What did you see? -
-You do not need of know-
-Cass, what did you see? - calls again Dean. Not going to let it go, no longer willing to get over it. He wants to know, wants to know what you damn bastard did to Castiel and eventually find him, kill him with his own hands.
-I only had to deal with the emotions, Dean. I do not want to talk about, please do not ask-
Castiel's voice is even lower than before. His eyes express more emotion than any words could do: they are sad, and tired, and worried. They are frightened, watching the distant sky as if they were looking at the future, a future uncertain and unknown.
-Cass-Non-
need you to say anything interrupts-whisper. -I know it is shocking even for you, I understand how you feel. You do not need to prove anything-
Dean does not understand. Castiel does not understand how it can be, what he has lost everything, to console him. He does not understand how it is possible that your Castiel, lost and suffering, to alleviate his suffering. You
... That's what Cass has always done, at any time. It has always been there for him, especially in the last period, ready to listen. Ready to take ugly words, ready to take charge of his pain, ready to bear its damned outbursts.
Castiel suddenly finds himself in a tight warm hug. Dean's arms completely surround it, his hands shaking loud shirt on his back, his cheek is against her, and heat, heat of Dean, an embrace of warmth, warmth of anything that can bring even one iota of comfort.
-I will not let alone, Cass-
few whispered words, a few simple words able to warm the hearts and illuminate that dark day. Dean, Dean the affection felt for him, it squeezes Dean, Dean will not let me ever.
Castiel plan dissolves the embrace, watching him. The supporting a small, innocent and chaste kiss on the lips before getting up humming a "Thank You" barely audible and leave the room.
Dean loves him, in his way, and that is enough.
Impala runs across another border, the fastest wheels on the asphalt, the powerful engine roars as it passes through yet another highway.
It took days and days before he could find a clue, a clue that could lead them to decent Sam. Days of exhausting research, days of tension, days of fear. Days when, slowly, the jokes started again, the days when he ran a smile. Days of Thoughts sad day full of the damned "What if ...?" day on the days that followed each other slow, too slow.
But now it's different. Now Dean pushes his foot on the accelerator with a new light in your eyes, turn on the radio with a new hope.
-Babylon ... fuck, I should have thought first-Dean says, shaking his head. It was so simple- , so obvious! And I did not think for one second, I was a complete idiot-
-How could we know that Lucifer would go to Babylon, Dean? He could go anywhere, he had a world-available-but it was
obvious that Dean continues to go there-by lowering the music volume. -If I had thought about the Bible and the Apocalypse would have understood. If ... -
If there was Sam would understand. -
But we could not know-Castiel fills the silence. -Not that we can be sure ... now all we have are small clues, Dean, not necessarily in Babylon we find what we seek-
-No, but it is the likeliest place to find that son of a whore-Dean clenched his fists on the steering wheel, eyes on the road in front of him.
great Babylon, the great whore. The city of corruption, the place where every demon wants to be, the place where sin reigns. It was so simple, so simple! The only place that Lucifer would try, the only place in which he sought to establish his "empire" could not have been anything but that.
And Babylon, New York, is the exact place where you can find the damn son of a bitch.
When the Impala comes close to a sidewalk of any city that both can see that there is clearly something wrong in that place. The symptoms
roads lead to the destruction, the people who runs a semi-naked and running around as if you were preparing for a big orgy. People fucking in the cars in broad daylight, people yelling, people laughing hoarsely, people dancing against the light poles. The noise
unnatural light of the sun beats down, shops burning, black smoke everywhere, everything in that city is not in place.
-I think you were right-Castiel murmured, looking around with eyes wide open. -This place is hell on earth-
Dean nods, her clenched jaw and throat dry.
"We can not get around on foot, it's too risky to continue the-Angel, piano. -There are demons everywhere, I'm willing to bet not get bad-
-vices, Dean of Cass-the attempt to diminish the tension is weak. -Auto, then? -
Castiel nods, his eyes still fixed on the road. -There will anyway, but maybe we'll have a little 'more time-
Dean opens the bag he left in the back seat, take a couple of pistols and a pair of knives, returns to his place. Castiel hands him a gun that looks as dazed.
-You should be able to defend yourself, says Dean. -If someone were to approach you shoot. In Cold Blood-
-I'm not going to kill-
-If you want to survive you have to do-it abruptly Dean. -Your life or theirs, you have no choice-
Castiel looks at the gun from his hands, looks at it for a long time when Dean back into gear and leaves. He will not kill, do not want to do it. It is wrong, a sin.
But ... but if it be in danger, now that he has lost some of his powers, what else could I do? Dean can not cover forever, Dean can not afford to think of him when his life could be in danger. Castiel sighed heavily.
not-I would have if I had never given thought to have an alternative plan, says Dean. -I'm sorry, Cass-
Angel nods without saying a word and presses stronger that piece of metal in his hands.
-Now we just have to find the bastard-Dean taps his fingers on the handlebars, nervous. -I have no idea where the hell can-be-
I think he'll find us, Dean-Castiel sighed.
not have a chance to catch Lucifer unprepared, not even one. Certainly already know of their arrival in the city, for sure will stay already planning their next meeting, he will be preparing a welcome slap. Castiel sighed again, in the grip of anxiety ... I think. Yes, that something that shakes the stomach until it ill be anxiety.
Impala goes straight on his way without a hitch, no meetings of any kind. More run through the city there are fewer people around, it's as if ... as if they were approaching something. The point of no return, perhaps the last place they see in their lives.
-It's too quiet here-Dean mutters, looking around. It has all the air- to be a trap-
-Lucifer would not act so rough, Dean-Castiel replies. Do not stretch-never a trivial and stupid trap-
-And what would then? -
-I'm sure he'll be expecting the angel whispers-his heart pounding in her throat.
Then they see it. A large hill, right in front of them, on which stands a huge villa, surrounded by green trees and hedges. A separate them from the house there is a large expanse of dry and arid land that extends for several miles.
-I wonder why so remember Death Valley-mocks Dean stopped the car.
Here, the point of no return. Just open the door to cross the threshold, just put one foot out for there is no turning back. One, put in hand and boom! Probably will not have a future.
Dean sighed heavily. Breathe strong, breathe with the same force. Try to stabilize the beating heart of that crazy, trying to keep everything under control, but fails miserably.
The thought of Sam returns to take possession of his mind. Her eyes, her smile. And for a moment the hope back to burn in his heart, weak but alive to be swept away by the memory of all the lies, betrayal, sorrow.
-Safe? - Castiel calls in a low voice. Dean nods firmly, his eyes fixed on the arid landscape in front of him.
-E-rumored Castiel is triggering the lever that opens the door.
Cass-a-hand on Dean's shoulder keeps him. -Whatever happens ... the face together. Until the end-
Castiel tries a vague imitation of a smile that failed under the weight of all that are about to face.
-Up to the end-rumored opening the door and jumping down.
#-C 'is something you should see-
Lucifer's voice is soothing as always, his tone slightly disappointed.
-What? - Sam asks when getting feet, ready to follow him. Lucifer looks at him with unreadable eyes and takes his hand, guiding it through the garden until you reach a hidden by trees and hedges that Sam had never noticed.
-There, across the valley ... -
Lucifer Sam points a finger perfect and it follows the direction. A dry valley
born and died at the foot of the hill on which is situated the villa, a valley that Sam had never noticed. The earth is dark and dry, as if it had been burnt or whatever, and not a breath of life at the hotel.
That's when Sam sees it.
A small speck on the edge of the valley, the outlines only faintly recognizable. That same leather jacket that had once belonged to his father. The usual jeans, probably the usual t-shirt.
Her daughter, right behind him, reposing in quiet and silence as the engine takes air and cool after a long journey.
-Dean ... -
Lucifer nods, serious.
Another speck, a light-colored raincoat. A facial expression with the usual bewildering as ever, the hands holding something he can not distinguish.
-Castiel-
Again, Lucifer nods. -I guess you know that I'm not here to take the tea-
Sam looks at the fallen angel and then his brother again, far away.
-No, Dean ... I'm sure Dean is just looking for me, maybe
-kill-us, Sam tells the angel-voice low and husky. -I am here to kill us, they want to stop and you also want to stop-
No, not Sam-
morirgli hear the words in my mouth when he is able to distinguish between weapons that bring the two hands. It can not be true, Dean would never do that. Dean and his brother, Dean loves him, damn it, could never make him that.
-We gotta get out, Sam-
Lucifer's voice is sad, maybe even a little 'scared, but Sam does not mind. Look once again his brother while he is moving towards valley, looks at him and raises his head and one small silver drop the line on her face.
No, "he says with a firm voice. -We will remain. I'll talk to him and if he will not listen ... -
-opened fire, Sam tries to dissuade him Lucifer. -Open fire and we will focus on every weapon in his possession, hurl every spell, every exorcism that will be able to do
-I-I do not go-Sam interrupts him, headstrong. -I'll take it. And if he wants to kill me ... I will understand that I really love-
-And your life is a discovery? Sam, please, give me a straight-
Lucifer squeezes his hand, begged him to go. But he has no intention of going anywhere. He wants to go to one meeting with Dean, he wants to talk to him, he wants to explain, and if Dean were to refuse to listen to his reasons as it has done ... will collide, there is no other way. One will die at the hands of others, as it should be. No one get in the middle, only two of them. Just as at the beginning, so in the end.
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Title: Lucifer Rising
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: NC17 Pairing
(s) : Wincest; CastielxDean
Warning (s) : slash, incest and sex with full-anyone who believes that he could not bear to read-please do not, initially one-shot (and remains so for me) but divided into several chapters, never to collapse on the keyboard.
Word count: 41. 998 * runs away to avoid being lynched *
Summary: Lucifer is risen, the Apocalypse has already begun. Between trips to the edge of the faithful Impala, Angels, demons, ghosts of the past, many problems and the severe crisis Winchester will try to put things in place, with a little help. Will Sam and Dean to solve their problems? And most importantly, be able to win it in the final battle?
Fanart : here and here of
vahly . Notes: written before you even see or even imagine the fifth season, any similarities are definitely not wanted and if you find that you know, watching the weekly episodes, I was a little upset too. I think that will end up as Kripke, every now and then.
The title is taken from the last episode of the fourth set, then why is not mine.
Thanks: my wonderful beta,
faithina and p_will , for the immense work they have done and for the support-and for not killing me a shovel, of course. You are the best \u0026lt;33 Also thanks to
vahly for the beautiful fanart, and for appreciating the story \u0026lt;3 Enjoy!
Chapter 4
The smell of rain in the air fills the nostrils, fills your lungs as you inhale the strong and the gray of the sky is reflected in her eyes off that green fade even more opaque, the sun seems to hide and not to find more.
Dean remains motionless on the porch of the motel to set the sky that seems to understand it, the sky seems to be sad for him, and he does not want to stop.
not want to move, to move a single muscle, or to speak. He just wants to go back, go back to the days when he and Sam were really united, going back to the normal hunting.
He also wants Sam to get back with him, but that is a desire to even try to hide himself.
not want to think about it, would not want to think about his or his brother have gone without saying anything like a coward, would not like to think that emptiness inside that door that day and that seems to devour it slowly.
but would not do it, and curses for this; you think about it because he curses will not solve anything, will not bring Sam to him, will not disappear that dull ache in the middle of the chest, never.
Would you just forget. Would like to take all that pain dick, put it in a box and locked up somewhere.
A box full of sadness, the hopes are broken every day, a box full of his stupid illusions to review Sam, a box that can lock up the memories, good and bad.
that includes all the pictures of him and Sam at the time trapped in his mind, which retains all the love and devotion, and feeling, and fears, and every single little thing they spent together and helped to make them what they are today.
A box big, huge, that it can keep all the passed along to the emotions that are devastating, it can collect and keep him away Sam.
-You can never put it away, Dean-
She turns, slowly. He knows that voice, he knows so well that it is hard to believe to be able to repeat.
-Great, now well-visions drunk says, sarcastically, attaching the neck of the bottle of whiskey and throwing down a long drink.
-not for the hangover, Dean-
Another sip can not hurt. Drunk to drunk, you better get it right. And a good weight, too. -You must believe me-
Dean at this point, does not understand anything. Throws a shot that goes in the bottle shattering against the ground and his eyes are reduced to angry slits.
-Whoever you are, or want to see you leave before you return any fuck in hell! -
The other laughs, amused.
-Ah, no. I have pulled away from that place, I'm not going to come back, he says, raising a corner of his mouth into a smile, half bitter, half relieved.
-Listen, dickhead, I told you-
-Do not talk like that, the boy- his thundering voice becomes serious. -Do not you dare disrespect. Remember that you're talking to your father-
Dean, after a moment of stunned silence, seems to recover and bursts into laughter.
-Lucifer? It is you, is not it, ugly son of a bitch? - Says, laughing again. -Your tricks will not work with me, I will not rub-
When it hits him smack in the face feels like Dean stunned. It brings a hand to his cheek and touching the skin red and tingling in disbelief. One of those blows that he used to peck the first year, it seems the same. The hand looks the same, every call, every wrinkle, every little crease. But it can not be true, come on, is seriously impossible.
-Have you pulled out, they did with me-
Dean looks at him. Those eyes, her face so familiar, that hair, even my clothes, every mark on his face seems to be the same, the same is her voice. Really perfect imitation, no doubt about it.
-Dean, it's me, "said John, slowly, looking him straight in the eye. -I am really, believe me-
When Dean's pours the bottle of holy water that always brings back nothing happens. No pain, no screams, nothing.
silver, silver is used.
-You can stab me if you want, but will not help, says John coming up to him.
-You're not my father, my father died, my father rots in hell and the mess of non-
-I'm back, Dean-John's voice is sweet and sad at the same time. -I am the same father who has put a gun in his hand when he was only eight years. Have the same father who left you in that motel to take care of your brother, for days and days. Have the same father who taught you to hunt, you took care of the wounds that made you become who you are just to make sure that you knew to defend yourself. I-am-
Then prove it, Dean said in a hard voice, taking a step back.
John sighs softly. -After entering into that room that night , I've beaten till you pass out and I was away for days. When I came back we had a fight, we came to blows. I'm the one scar on his left side. It was my fault that Sam is gone, my fault and my rejection of my volervi not accept despite everything-
A small tear drops fast in the face of John while he does nothing to drive it away. It's okay to chase away the remorse, regrets, the pain. He knows that it deserves, you know you deserve even worse for having turned his back to her children.
-Dad ...? - Dean's voice trembles as pictures of the night that come to mind, sharp. He and Sam on the bed of seedy motels, their moans, their bodies naked and sweaty and panting. The door opened, light entering the shock on the face of his father.
The screams, the attempted explanations, apologies, hands on, the beatings, the bruises. The door slammed, the Impala set in motion, the wheels scraped the asphalt. The darkness that was advancing inexorably, to swallow it completely.
The awakening, the pain in every corner of the body, Sam.
Fear, being the arms of Sam, skin against skin. Eye to eye, whispered the words, the comfort that they could not carry. The tremor, cold, cold soul, the feeling of being completely wrong , the desire to no longer feel anything .
pain.
John nods, slowly, and finally does the right thing, he opens his arms to her son that it is not wrong, then that child is simply son, who is always loved, which must be protected even with their lives.
Dean let his father's arms wrap so familiar with the smell and never disappeared. Let the tears flow, let the pain take shape and come out finally out, let it flow freely and not fear retention. Let the weight bearing on his shoulders to move even a little 'over those of John so little to alleviate it.
John hugs him and says nothing, hugs him and cries, hugs him and slowly starts to really live.
-I am here, Dean, I'm here, then murmured, kissing his head as he did when he was just a child. As he stopped doing too soon without realizing what it meant.
-It's my fault, it's just my fault that he's gone ... - Dean mumbles against his shoulder.
-Shush ... not your fault, son, you got to do-not-
I feel like dying without him, Dean's voice lowers to a whisper become inaudible. -I am nothing without him-John holds
lips and says nothing. Try to rein in the tears, keep them hidden behind his eyes even though it's hard, tries to stop his heart to bleed even though she knows she can do it. The pain of his son is his, would do anything to stop him suffer, if only he could he would do, but there's nothing he can say or do to remove that burden from the heart of Dean. Dean remains
some other time embraced him, looking for comfort, looking for love, looking for help. Then comes together, wipes his face with the sleeve of his shirt and takes a deep breath. Raise your head, proud and fierce as ever state, and looks at him with those eyes too hard for a young man like him.
-What happened? - Asks. John sighs.
-I pulled out-he says softly. -I do not know who was doing it, even if I have a vague idea ... nothing to worry about when you should-
his son's face reflects all the questions that fill her head, but Dean is silent and nods, as has always done. You have to find
-Sam-John says, softly, knowing what pain those words to be able to feed. But must say, it should do, is the only solution.
-I do not know where he is. He made his tracks, I can not find his phone, I can not find whether he rented a room in a motel fuck, I can not find nothing at all! -
-Dean, calm down, stop the John steady voice. -I will try it too. We will put this country upside down, if necessary, but I swear I'll find him-
-Nothing-But-"but." I told you that we will find it and do it-John's sweetly rests a hand on his shoulder. -I'll be back soon, I promise-
Dean is going to argue, no doubt with a huge NO, but John stops him with a single gesture of the head.
-Continue to look for-Dean says. -Continue and never stop. I'll be back, I swear on the I hold most dear-dad-
-But-I know someone who could help me, but it could take time-
-Well, I'm with you
-determination in the face of Dean is strong and for a moment, John is left overwhelmed by the pride he feels for his son. He has the determination of his mother, the very same desire not to let it go. He
his stubbornness, his head lasts longer than that of a mule. He has a passion for Mary, the same fire that burned inside her now is reflected in his green eyes.
No, "he says, almost grudgingly. -Will not you come with me, Dean. You have to stay and go on your way. Simply call quando avrai bisogno, io sentirò-
Dean sta per ribattere con un altro “ma” quando John sparisce, all’improvviso.
Si guarda intorno: il portico è vuoto, di lui non c’è traccia. È scomparso nel nulla in meno di un battito di ciglia, lo ha mollato lì, da solo.
-Papà!- urla, urla più forte che può, urla fino a non aver più aria nei polmoni ma è tutto inutile, John non sta ritornando da lui.
Pensare che fosse stata solo un’allucinazione è quasi semplice, è l’idea more sensible, were it not for the fact that the heard his father's body, solid, real. Embraced him, damn it, John was with him.
Maybe he's mad. Maybe he's just crazy.
#
There is no sign of Sam. Nowhere.
Dean is always quieter and darker, his eyes lost their color and are dull, dull. Her lips are narrow and hard in a thin line that stretches ever. His whole face is transfigured, so different from Dean before.
Castiel does not know how to behave. He does not know whether to talk or not, does not know what to say, can not hardly look at him: seeing him in that state is too much even for him.
After that night everything seems to be even more unbearable. Dean looks at him, even accidentally crosses his eyes, and speaks to him, not one, single word.
Castiel feels his pain. The pain for having let him go because he had almost given vent to someone who had nothing to do, the pain of having unleashed the desperation and the need for Sam to him, the pain for having done such a thing. The pain of having betrayed Sam.
Dean is afraid to even look at him and Castiel feel that you broke something, that affection that linked Dean to him is probably failing and will not, damn, that Dean does not want to cut it out as well. He does not want, does not allege that Dean loves him, he must understand it. Dean does not want the face as if he were invisible, does not want you avoid.
He just wants you to know that he will not go away. Who understands that will always be by his side until the end. The
remains close in silence, hoping that Dean understands, hoping to talk to him.
-I saw my father-
That sentence thrown out almost by accident after days of silence startles Castiel.
John Winchester is dead. John Winchester is in Hell. But
-Dean,
-is-not, huh? I thought so I-you paint a face on the dark face. -It was him, Cass. I'm sure-as-
? -
-Ha ... he said something that only he could have known. Something that nobody but me, Sam, and he might know-
Dean's voice breaks and he remains silent, drinking yet another glass of alcohol. Castiel's approaches, kneels in front of him and tries his eye.
-Dean, he could be
-A-trap. Lucifer. A demon, whatever, I know, Dean looks up and finally looks at him. "But it was him. Someone pulled me out of Hell and is now back-
-Have you been the only exception for centuries, millennia-Castiel says plan. -Why would they bring him back? -
-For the same reason that brought me back, maybe! - Dean screams and jumps up, nervous and desperate. He began to walk up and down the room, Castiel silently in a corner.
-Sam wants you find. He wants to do it back-
Dean whispers almost afraid to pronounce those words. When he lifts his face and looks at Castiel again sees the fire in his eyes, sees the determination that so admires, he sees that spark of hope and strength that has never been completely extinguished.
Castiel returns the gaze, property.
Dean is sure that this was his father, Dean almost never wrong. Dean has an infallible instinct and if you think that was really John Winchester then it was. And if
Dean, strong words of his father, decided to continue fighting until the end he did not abandon him. The
-find-
#
Come, Sam, do a walk-
Lucifer pulls gently by the arm and Sam followed him without protest. He does not know exactly how long it is with him, maybe days, maybe weeks. He can not say for sure.
The only thing I know is that he likes being there. There quiet, the quiet that he wanted all his life. When he gets up to the chirping of birds, accepted his awakening, when she walks through the garden the whole nature seems to sing and rejoice, when speaking with Lucifer the world takes on a different taste, sweeter.
Dean lacks. Dean's missing a lot but damn, slowly, Sam is accustomed to something that is no longer in his chest, something that does not oppress him nor makes her happy, no more. Because his relationship with Dean is. The thought of his brother has always made him happy, he's always made his heart beat a thousand; the thought of what they are, together, is like a boulder on his chest that oppresses him and prevent him from breathing. Feel wrong, feel dirty inside, knowing that the whole world would condemn them in the blink of an eye ... sometimes too much to bear, it is sometimes too heavy, too painful, just too.
The distance from Dean allowed him to rediscover himself. Allowed him to look within, to think, to find its space, to understand ... and Sam is beautiful.
-Today I want to show you something, says Lucifer distracting from the thread of his thoughts. Sam nodded, curious.
-Vieni con me- l’Angelo Caduto gli poggia delicatamente la mano sul braccio e quando si volta Sam scopre di non essere più nel giardino.
-Dove siamo?- chiede guardandosi intorno. È una città completamente devastata. Le vetrine dei negozi sono in pezzi, ogni porta è stata scassinata, c’è del vetro per terra; macchine rotte con gli allarmi che suonano all’impazzata, persino del fumo da qualche parte.
Lucifero sospira, grave.
-È solo una città come tante, Sam- dice piano guidandolo attraverso macerie e distruzione. –È una città in cui la polizia can not control crime, is a city where men are much more evil than good men. It is a city torn by grief, theft, murder-
Sam opens his eyes in disbelief. He has never seen anything like it.
-But it can not be ... anyway -
-Your eyes can see it very well, "continues Lucifer Sam. -It is real. The suffering, the pain ... it is all real-
-Why did you bring me here? - Sam then asks, horrified and devastated at the same time. Lucifer holds a little 'grip on his arm and his face relaxes into a sad smile.
-Because I want you to know-
Sam looks around and is yet another place. The street full of rubble and destruction has disappeared, giving way to a small dimly lit room. A person is lying on the bed under the window while another is bent at her side, the pain visible on his face.
-His son was hit by a sudden disease, says Angel. -He has only ten years ... -
Sam watches the child's face lying on the bed, almost like a pale corpse. Watch her face streaked with tears and pain, feel that pain oppress.
-Come-Lucifer whispers noticing his expression shocked.
Sam closes his eyes when he opens them and finds himself on the road again. There are some people, a man running and another behind him, pulls a gun. Sam ago to move but before he can make even one step of the shot noise fills the ears. The man falls to the ground with a cry, the asphalt is stained red with his blood.
-God ... I should ... -
surrounds Lucifer's shoulders. -You could not have done anything, Sam. We're just spectators in this place of evil and pain, there is nothing we can do-
Sam feels her eyes burn with anger and fear.
-Take me away-Lucifer almost growls and running. This was reported in that garden, which excludes the entire world, brings him back in that little oasis where evil and suffering do not exist.
Why? - Then asks Sam. Lucifer sighed heavily before looking in his eyes and respond.
-Why? Why does God not prevent this, Sam? Evil, pain, suffering ... why? Because it allows his children to suffer like this? -
-Why did you bring me here? -
-Because I want you to reflect, plan-meets Lucifer Sam, a light in the sad blue eyes. -Because I want to ask yourself the questions, as well as I do. Because I want you to tell me if a loving father and compassionate should allow this-
Sam shakes his head slowly, he witnessed the scene shortly before are still occurring, sharp, in his head.
-Where 's God, Sam? Where? Why does he allow this to happen? Why does not descend to Earth to save his children? -
Sam does not know. Do not know why God has abandoned them, can not understand. Since always the man is guilty of atrocities and barbarism ... where was God?
course, has left man free will, good excuse for everything. But what is the sense of free will when it all goes to hell? What is the point when man's free will to hurt his fellow man when he kills, rapes, robbery, wounding?
Where is God? Why is not ready to alleviate the suffering of her children when they need it, like a father to do? Why not reward the righteous and punishes the wicked, as it should do?
Humanity will never have peace, the man will never be right, if there is someone to guide them.
-This is why I came back, Lucifer Sam says softly. "Why man should not suffer any more so, because there may be someone to show the right path. And I need you, I need your help to do so-
-How come I can help, me? - Sam asks, unable to understand. "I am just a man, I have nothing special-
Lucifer smiles sweetly. -You are the strongest man there is on this Earth, Sam. You you are the right man, you're the only one worthy to stand beside me-
-I am not fair, not fair at all. I made many mistakes in my life. I fought and killed, I hurt, I'm not a saint-
-I do not need saints-Lucifer Sam looks into his eyes always with a smile. -This is your redemption. You can make amends for your sins, you can start again. It is a new opportunity, a new life. Accept it, Sam. Accept it and help me to bring this world to the right path-
Sam looks at him without saying anything.
Redemption. Redemption from their sins, have the opportunity to start from scratch, be a different person. The only thing that could make him feel good, the only one who has ever wanted. Only he never thought that it would offer it to Lucifer.
-Be my prince, my sweet prince sad-eyed-
really was the princess, whose eyes were sad (Soraya NDA) - Sam laughs, trying to ease the tension of that crucial moment. Lucifer smiles, amused.
Yes, but it's nothing compared to you-
Sam smiles, smiles sincerely, smiling with his eyes and heart. Angel eyes alone fail to relieve the weight on his chest, his words the cradle and make him feel important, his hands keep it safe. Perhaps, finally, found someone who can appreciate it fully, without judging, without condemning.
So why leave?
#
The sky is gray, thick clouds. The dense rain falls, the drops crashing loudly on the ground while the thunder roar, powerful.
Dean looks out the window of the rented room, watching the gray sky for some time without getting tired. Everything relaxes. There are people who hate the rain, the dark sky, people who this time brings anxiety, but not him. He has only to look at the dark clouds to feel raised in a certain way, just hear the loud noise of the rain to feel good, quiet.
-If ... if we were to do it-the voice of low Castiel comes to his ears. "If we were to arrive alive at the end of all, if we were to win ... what would you do? -
Dean shrugs, his eyes always to the sky. -I do not know. I think ... I think I would take a break, time for me without demons or other-
A sad smile's pursed lips as the angel sitting next to him, tense.
-not be you. You would not have Dean Winchester, you would have peace, I could not live like that. You can not escape from what you are, Dean. And even if you try, you'll find yourself be driven by your true self, from predator to prey-Castiel says softly. Dean might take it badly, especially since his character in that last period, but he can not just shut your mouth. Can not remain silent, no longer wants to do it. Dean has left enough time to recover, let alone, he has never been enforced since Sam left them.
can no longer endure the days spent in the most dense and heavy silence, can not do it. Dean needs, needs of the old Dean. The Dean was a joke after the other, he could not stay serious even when the situation demanded it, which addressed everything from the Dean with a grin on his lips. That Dean. You're delirious
-
-tone is not quite like that of a time, the eyes do not shine and the grin on your face do not apply, however ... but that's something. Castiel hides a small, small smile and looks at him.
-I am not delusional, idiot-she says quietly. Dean turns to look at him a moment.
-course, and I'm Santa Claus. " He shakes his head back and looking at the sky gray and gloomy.
-Dean, I'm serious-
-What about you instead? - Dean quickly change the subject of debate. Do not want to think about what will happen in the future, do not even know if he has a future. Does not want to think about how to live his life, does not want to think about the fact that, probably, must live alone.
-If we were to make it go back to your buddies or what? - Castiel
now is to turn our eyes to heaven. His eyes seem sad, vaguely desperate and lost decisively.
-No-blowing. -I will never return-
-Come on, the desire to get out of the will, sooner or later, Dean said with a light tone. While watching the Angel, however, so easily becomes out of place. Castiel is lost, not Castiel returns with the other angels. He has always lived in heaven, he knew no other life than that ... what will you do?
-I think I need to get a job like any other person-Cass says with a wry smile. Also, we are able to do it, of course-
-Cass ... -
-I'll make the cut-Castiel turned briefly to look at him. -I spent so much time looking at the humans who think I've figured out how they are made. Will I be able to integrate non-
Dean's words. If he were to Castiel place, having to lose his whole world does not know what could be done. Do not know if could handle it, so radically change his life. But Castiel can not do it, it's impossible, really.
-you're an angel, you go back there-she says quietly. Castiel continues to look out and not responding, and that silence is heavier than any words. Dean felt like a weight on his chest, as something that prevents it at the moment to breathe and do not even know why.
-Cass, you're an angel-repeated, looking her eye. But Castiel not once, not answered, not moving an inch. Dean takes strong shoulder, forcing him to watch it. Is reflected in the blue of her eyes and waits for a response that seems to never arrive.
-Cass-
are half-human, Dean-
Angel The whisper comes on strong as his ears and screams Dean remains motionless for a moment. All that makes no sense, no damn sense, is impossible.
Castiel smiled sadly. -I cheated, I cheated on my brother, I have betrayed my father. I preferred to stay on this earth to fight this war rather than stand by and watch from afar. I changed
-Dean's eyes are wide open. Filled with uncertainty, fear, disbelief. I'm losing
-Grace, Dean-Castiel whispered looking him straight in the eye. -I am losing my powers. I'm gaining in return the feelings, any feelings of you people, your every need, every-thing-
But if you stripped away the Grace should reincarnated as Anna. You need to start from scratch without remembering, you should-
-Dean, I'm losing the grace-says Angel with a sad grimace. Is not that how it was for Anna, no one is ripping me off. The'm just losing, I am humanizing -
Dean lowered his arms, his eyes still wide open. It is impossible, a thing like this can not happen. The Angels do not become human, as if simply changing the skin, non-
-It's okay, really-Castiel returns to watch the rain. Okay-so-
-How-
-All 'beginning-I did not understand the angel smiles, eyes turned to days gone by. -I did not understand what was happening to me, was strange. I could hear things that I could not explain, I felt different, I was confused. I did not understand that close to the stomach, I did not understand the warmth, or pain. It took me time to realize, and also the help of someone-
-The Trickster ... - Dean mutters, thinking the day when he found Cass on the roadside. Looking back on his words, her "opened my eyes." He thought they were disconnected phrases that Cass was tired or whatever.
-What did he do? - Calls for tightening their fists.
-I did live many bad days when I was faced with all these new sensations-the angel answered softly. -It opened my eyes and it is thanks to him that I understood what was going
-Cass-I swear-that-
not know, Dean? - Castiel smiled. -I was not hurt. He helped -
-What did you see? -
-You do not need of know-
-Cass, what did you see? - calls again Dean. Not going to let it go, no longer willing to get over it. He wants to know, wants to know what you damn bastard did to Castiel and eventually find him, kill him with his own hands.
-I only had to deal with the emotions, Dean. I do not want to talk about, please do not ask-
Castiel's voice is even lower than before. His eyes express more emotion than any words could do: they are sad, and tired, and worried. They are frightened, watching the distant sky as if they were looking at the future, a future uncertain and unknown.
-Cass-Non-
need you to say anything interrupts-whisper. -I know it is shocking even for you, I understand how you feel. You do not need to prove anything-
Dean does not understand. Castiel does not understand how it can be, what he has lost everything, to console him. He does not understand how it is possible that your Castiel, lost and suffering, to alleviate his suffering. You
... That's what Cass has always done, at any time. It has always been there for him, especially in the last period, ready to listen. Ready to take ugly words, ready to take charge of his pain, ready to bear its damned outbursts.
Castiel suddenly finds himself in a tight warm hug. Dean's arms completely surround it, his hands shaking loud shirt on his back, his cheek is against her, and heat, heat of Dean, an embrace of warmth, warmth of anything that can bring even one iota of comfort.
-I will not let alone, Cass-
few whispered words, a few simple words able to warm the hearts and illuminate that dark day. Dean, Dean the affection felt for him, it squeezes Dean, Dean will not let me ever.
Castiel plan dissolves the embrace, watching him. The supporting a small, innocent and chaste kiss on the lips before getting up humming a "Thank You" barely audible and leave the room.
Dean loves him, in his way, and that is enough.
Impala runs across another border, the fastest wheels on the asphalt, the powerful engine roars as it passes through yet another highway.
It took days and days before he could find a clue, a clue that could lead them to decent Sam. Days of exhausting research, days of tension, days of fear. Days when, slowly, the jokes started again, the days when he ran a smile. Days of Thoughts sad day full of the damned "What if ...?" day on the days that followed each other slow, too slow.
But now it's different. Now Dean pushes his foot on the accelerator with a new light in your eyes, turn on the radio with a new hope.
-Babylon ... fuck, I should have thought first-Dean says, shaking his head. It was so simple- , so obvious! And I did not think for one second, I was a complete idiot-
-How could we know that Lucifer would go to Babylon, Dean? He could go anywhere, he had a world-available-but it was
obvious that Dean continues to go there-by lowering the music volume. -If I had thought about the Bible and the Apocalypse would have understood. If ... -
If there was Sam would understand. -
But we could not know-Castiel fills the silence. -Not that we can be sure ... now all we have are small clues, Dean, not necessarily in Babylon we find what we seek-
-No, but it is the likeliest place to find that son of a whore-Dean clenched his fists on the steering wheel, eyes on the road in front of him.
great Babylon, the great whore. The city of corruption, the place where every demon wants to be, the place where sin reigns. It was so simple, so simple! The only place that Lucifer would try, the only place in which he sought to establish his "empire" could not have been anything but that.
And Babylon, New York, is the exact place where you can find the damn son of a bitch.
When the Impala comes close to a sidewalk of any city that both can see that there is clearly something wrong in that place. The symptoms
roads lead to the destruction, the people who runs a semi-naked and running around as if you were preparing for a big orgy. People fucking in the cars in broad daylight, people yelling, people laughing hoarsely, people dancing against the light poles. The noise
unnatural light of the sun beats down, shops burning, black smoke everywhere, everything in that city is not in place.
-I think you were right-Castiel murmured, looking around with eyes wide open. -This place is hell on earth-
Dean nods, her clenched jaw and throat dry.
"We can not get around on foot, it's too risky to continue the-Angel, piano. -There are demons everywhere, I'm willing to bet not get bad-
-vices, Dean of Cass-the attempt to diminish the tension is weak. -Auto, then? -
Castiel nods, his eyes still fixed on the road. -There will anyway, but maybe we'll have a little 'more time-
Dean opens the bag he left in the back seat, take a couple of pistols and a pair of knives, returns to his place. Castiel hands him a gun that looks as dazed.
-You should be able to defend yourself, says Dean. -If someone were to approach you shoot. In Cold Blood-
-I'm not going to kill-
-If you want to survive you have to do-it abruptly Dean. -Your life or theirs, you have no choice-
Castiel looks at the gun from his hands, looks at it for a long time when Dean back into gear and leaves. He will not kill, do not want to do it. It is wrong, a sin.
But ... but if it be in danger, now that he has lost some of his powers, what else could I do? Dean can not cover forever, Dean can not afford to think of him when his life could be in danger. Castiel sighed heavily.
not-I would have if I had never given thought to have an alternative plan, says Dean. -I'm sorry, Cass-
Angel nods without saying a word and presses stronger that piece of metal in his hands.
-Now we just have to find the bastard-Dean taps his fingers on the handlebars, nervous. -I have no idea where the hell can-be-
I think he'll find us, Dean-Castiel sighed.
not have a chance to catch Lucifer unprepared, not even one. Certainly already know of their arrival in the city, for sure will stay already planning their next meeting, he will be preparing a welcome slap. Castiel sighed again, in the grip of anxiety ... I think. Yes, that something that shakes the stomach until it ill be anxiety.
Impala goes straight on his way without a hitch, no meetings of any kind. More run through the city there are fewer people around, it's as if ... as if they were approaching something. The point of no return, perhaps the last place they see in their lives.
-It's too quiet here-Dean mutters, looking around. It has all the air- to be a trap-
-Lucifer would not act so rough, Dean-Castiel replies. Do not stretch-never a trivial and stupid trap-
-And what would then? -
-I'm sure he'll be expecting the angel whispers-his heart pounding in her throat.
Then they see it. A large hill, right in front of them, on which stands a huge villa, surrounded by green trees and hedges. A separate them from the house there is a large expanse of dry and arid land that extends for several miles.
-I wonder why so remember Death Valley-mocks Dean stopped the car.
Here, the point of no return. Just open the door to cross the threshold, just put one foot out for there is no turning back. One, put in hand and boom! Probably will not have a future.
Dean sighed heavily. Breathe strong, breathe with the same force. Try to stabilize the beating heart of that crazy, trying to keep everything under control, but fails miserably.
The thought of Sam returns to take possession of his mind. Her eyes, her smile. And for a moment the hope back to burn in his heart, weak but alive to be swept away by the memory of all the lies, betrayal, sorrow.
-Safe? - Castiel calls in a low voice. Dean nods firmly, his eyes fixed on the arid landscape in front of him.
-E-rumored Castiel is triggering the lever that opens the door.
Cass-a-hand on Dean's shoulder keeps him. -Whatever happens ... the face together. Until the end-
Castiel tries a vague imitation of a smile that failed under the weight of all that are about to face.
-Up to the end-rumored opening the door and jumping down.
#-C 'is something you should see-
Lucifer's voice is soothing as always, his tone slightly disappointed.
-What? - Sam asks when getting feet, ready to follow him. Lucifer looks at him with unreadable eyes and takes his hand, guiding it through the garden until you reach a hidden by trees and hedges that Sam had never noticed.
-There, across the valley ... -
Lucifer Sam points a finger perfect and it follows the direction. A dry valley
born and died at the foot of the hill on which is situated the villa, a valley that Sam had never noticed. The earth is dark and dry, as if it had been burnt or whatever, and not a breath of life at the hotel.
That's when Sam sees it.
A small speck on the edge of the valley, the outlines only faintly recognizable. That same leather jacket that had once belonged to his father. The usual jeans, probably the usual t-shirt.
Her daughter, right behind him, reposing in quiet and silence as the engine takes air and cool after a long journey.
-Dean ... -
Lucifer nods, serious.
Another speck, a light-colored raincoat. A facial expression with the usual bewildering as ever, the hands holding something he can not distinguish.
-Castiel-
Again, Lucifer nods. -I guess you know that I'm not here to take the tea-
Sam looks at the fallen angel and then his brother again, far away.
-No, Dean ... I'm sure Dean is just looking for me, maybe
-kill-us, Sam tells the angel-voice low and husky. -I am here to kill us, they want to stop and you also want to stop-
No, not Sam-
morirgli hear the words in my mouth when he is able to distinguish between weapons that bring the two hands. It can not be true, Dean would never do that. Dean and his brother, Dean loves him, damn it, could never make him that.
-We gotta get out, Sam-
Lucifer's voice is sad, maybe even a little 'scared, but Sam does not mind. Look once again his brother while he is moving towards valley, looks at him and raises his head and one small silver drop the line on her face.
No, "he says with a firm voice. -We will remain. I'll talk to him and if he will not listen ... -
-opened fire, Sam tries to dissuade him Lucifer. -Open fire and we will focus on every weapon in his possession, hurl every spell, every exorcism that will be able to do
-I-I do not go-Sam interrupts him, headstrong. -I'll take it. And if he wants to kill me ... I will understand that I really love-
-And your life is a discovery? Sam, please, give me a straight-
Lucifer squeezes his hand, begged him to go. But he has no intention of going anywhere. He wants to go to one meeting with Dean, he wants to talk to him, he wants to explain, and if Dean were to refuse to listen to his reasons as it has done ... will collide, there is no other way. One will die at the hands of others, as it should be. No one get in the middle, only two of them. Just as at the beginning, so in the end.
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