travelogue
... then a new beginning.
I sit here at my friend's grad on the PC. Yes, exactly, I am suffering again from sleep deprivation. But not for long, I know!
My girlfriend is so kind and granted me asylum for the last night in Germany.
That is totally weird. My stomach twists and turns still. There is a mix excitement, joy, sadness and a little scared.
now I am completely finished with the world and with myself the last few weeks have been pretty nerve-wracking and exhausting. Especially the last week. Everything went haywire somehow. The latest plans as well as the emotions.
On Thursday I was again with my colleagues-inside. That was really nice to see so many familiar, trusted and loved ones again, with whom I have worked with. I will miss them very much, because the time in the company was nice. Especially with the girls and the Lord of my department of Anschied me is was very hard. As the tears could not prevent even go back and really I did not want to. It was very difficult, but I've no other way I wanted and knew that this moment will come. And I've always driven well.
begins in a few hours for me to travel to a new life and I just can not believe it. I, the eternal little sailor who enters the tail before each problem and the solution leaves other ventures, a risk. I am amazed at myself and I hope that everything is really good. And it should fail, despite all precautions and efforts, I know there are people who I would like to record again in their circle. This fact makes me immensely and I can continue to drift a little piece of future gene with a little less fear.
There have asked many people what I leave here or give it back but hardly anyone has gefraft what I win it. I give a safe workplace, colleagues, and yet more friends than I thought. Otherwise, there are only material things are replaceable, which I do not take with me. And everything is very close to my heart, is already in their new homeland. By
have this radical change in my life, I think my long lost optimism again found to be the envy of many before me have. I'm over my fellow man has become more open and go back to them instead of a bow to make it and to close me. Lo and behold, it has developed another new friend.
I am glad that I have not completely forgotten how to use these features. They make difficult situations more bearable and much easier.
I am going with mixed feelings and I do not know where I am and guides us. But we will see, because we can determine the direction and must work hard to achieve this goal. And we can only do together, but we would be lost. And who knows when is the right time? Is it the right time at all? I think not, because no one can predict exactly what will happen when.
But the joy outweighs anyway, because I am looking at almost 3 months my family. Sure, they take occasional work for few days in Germany, but we did not have much of one another, because I had and organizational issues had to be regulated for the move. For this we are now enjoying the reunion all the more.
I noticed yesterday a small book with spells in the fingers and I found one that would have fit very nicely. But organized and sorted as I am, I find the book not just in my many pockets. But as I know, I've watched as many times turn over ....
So, I will finish times for today and I'll spare even the Smilieys. I must even the laptop and connect my memory card empty, so I can make many great photos from the trip. I will have Wednesday the latest first access to the Internet, then I'll tell you everything.
care of yourselves, think of me and let's read something of you!
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